GOODBYE

my 300th post will be on onsugar. been contemplating if i should move to onsugar, or rather when to move.

so long and goooodbye blogger. :(

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299TH POST

yay so proud of man u once again. i was still telling sean i think arsenal would win since they were pretty on form for the past few matches. and guess who scored again! rooooooooney! :D he even slided with his head man! hero roooney! we were right in wearing their jerseys out yesterday. :D

could finally settle down after three weeks of studying & exams & one whole term of school. i kinda miss those times when we had to rush through all the projects like crazy. staying up almost every night just to complete it. its ironic i know but now it feels empty not to do anything everyday.

gonna go back to school tomorrow and yay could finally see those familiar faces again! :D

NEW LESBIAN PARTNER

suppose to go shopping and marche with sean today but my mom just had to spoil the plans. lol. so went to ehub for the proposal. its hilarious and nice and kinda touching. see sean, i told you its funny right. i wanna go to alaska! it has nice scenery and so peaceful. good place for retirement. then headed to white sands to kill time.

went to mandarin for dinner and its super duper filling. ohh we were talking about hotel rooms! and my mom told me she has one complimentary room at st regis which worth eight hundred bucks! yay i asked if i could have the room on my birthday so at least i could stay out with my friends that night. but ah, i don't think she'll give it to me anyway. i can't wait to work, go taiwan, hongkong and indonesia! yay, shop shop shop shop shop till i die.

shit, i'm so addicted to shopping now. i just can't wait to have the shopping adrenaline rushing through my blood all over again! i swear to enjoy myself to the fullest before the whole hectic semester starts again. then againi'm worried for my results. sigh. :(

oh yes, my new lesbian partner. she's kimmy and we're in the man u jerseys! don't you think sean looks like a girl if you cover his nose and mouth? :D

OUR LOVE IS LIKE A SONG, YOU CAN'T FORGET

after posting up the pictures, there's problem with blogger again.

so today's poa was. i don't know what to say since i can't balance the first question and its fifty marks. damn it, i can't blame anything but my lack of sleep.the night before poa paper i was at sean's house until 2 to get all my poa concepts right. but i only managed to sleep at 5. its just insomnia. for the past five days, out of the hundred twenty hours, i only slept for less than ten hours. when i flipped the paper open i was so happy since i've practiced those questions that came out. oh well, my head just had to keep spinning and i can't think much. :(

the first thing i knew when i walked out of the exam hall, i see somebody in blue walking towards me. and the first question sean asked was, ' can do anot? ' i was so close to tears. okay lets just say there were tears in my eyes. i think i let him down cause he taught me POA for the whole night. was damn depressed. but it was better since we went to queensway to see boots and had laksa. his nonsense and words just never fail to make me smile. :D and guess what? we've finally got our man u jerseys! yay, and it was so unexpected! saw alvin and his giant friend too!

and it was girls night out today! super duper fun. we went to yellow jello. and the person is really kind to let us in knowing we weren't eighteen. :D tonight was kinda crazy, we drank four jugs of vodka. and vodka redbull is damn good. we got really high after drinking and played double dare. hahahah k, as what fenglin says, what happened tonight at yellow jello stays there. took alot of photos and ahhahahah! it look really scandalous. probably going to the clinic soon!

holidays are here! velly velly eggcited! monday would kick start the list of the whole holiday plans! photoshoots, stayover, gatherings, overseas!

JONANTHAN'S BIRTHDAY, RUSSEL'S HOUSE

F. UP ECONS

this is really bad. i screwed up my econs paper, badly. how can i actually make such a careless mistake in calculating the opportunity cost. its just have got to the simplest formula on earth. eleven marks, mind you. what other adjectives to use other than dumb. of course, there're more screwed up questions.

oh well. i can't whine to anybody so i'll whine to my blog. it never shuts me up when i whine. i'd just rather talk to blog in future. of course i know there's still poa paper tomorrow and that i should stop dwelling on it since nothing can be done. i swear i'll ace my poa paper. i swear swear swear swear. ugh, i don't want my gpa to fall below 3.5. but now, it seem all impossible. god bless me bless me bless me okay i love you very much.

k sleep.

SMILING STOMACH

yay, my stomach's always happy during this hour. for the past few weeks i've been eating in the middle of the night. and that explains why i've put on weight. i mean i'm serious that i've put on weight. my shorts can't be worn anymore its so tight! the pull and bear shorts that i couldn't wore previously can be worn now and its tight. oh my god. i'm becoming a fat ass!

ahhh, now i feel like eating the tortilla chips & salsa from marks and spencer. :D

i miss you darling.

BUSINESS MANAGEMENT

surprisingly sean called me last night when i said i couldn't sleep. i haven't really seen him for seven days except for that few minutes on sunday. its making me crazy i swear. because he haven't been meeting me, i seem to be angry with him for everything he do. sorry babe. i miss you super alot, you know it. :(

BMGT paper today was alright. i think charan kaur is really kind not to set questions from the textbook.

i realised something. each time when i had to go for BMGT tutorial i kinda hate it cause its boring. not only its boring, she always doesn't let us use the laptop. so all she says is ' laptops down please'. after time, it gets all so annoying. but today, in the Convention Centre while doing the paper i felt a sense of familiarity when i saw her standing there smiling at me. it feels like home. perhaps its the last time i'll have her as my teacher. :( i have to say although she's annoying, always with her same hairstyle, she's really nice and motherly.

Microecons paper tomorrow and i'm at the least bit motivated to study for that. i don't know why but i have this mentality that i couldn't aced it so i don't feel like studying. :( i didn't score very well for term test the previous time so unless i get eighty ninety plus then i can get a distinction.

oh yes, i'm the queen of procrastination.

ALL ABOUT FINANCE

was talking to cheryl on the phone yesterday. and ah, after knowing the modules for next year it seems like i don't like my course anymore. :( its all about finance. Financial International Trade, Financial Management, Financial Planning, Financial Regulations and Practices, Accounting Applications & Analysis, Corporate Finance & Advisory Services, Credit Management, Investments, Treasury and Bcomm 2.

i must be too free to type it all out. booooo. what are all these modules, it all seem so foreign. i know i should be sleeping now considering the fact that i've paper tomorrow. but...

RUSSIAN ROULETTE IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT A GUN

i only managed to sleep around seven plus in the morning. there's really something wrong with my bio clock. and the thing is i suck at time maximising. i wasn't even studying i was just lying on my bed reading remember me by sophie kinsella.

attempted to do POA but i'm kinda stuck at accounting for inventory because all the textbooks illustrations and figures are the same. i can't seem to figure it out. oh well, nehmind. shall ask my pork.

BMGT paper tomorrow and erm, i seem to lost the motivation. i was all so excited and motivated to study for this paper but well, i don't know where it all gone too. :( doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight since i woke up about two hours ago. so i'll be studying it. i love love love bmgt, i know i love it to the max man!

IT IN BUSINESS

i got a shock when i woke up. because i'm supposed to leave the house at eight. guess what, i woke up at seven fifty three. with only seven minutes to prepare. awesome me. then there was traffic jam along king albert park to school. really jam not heavy traffic. lol. so i was all panicky and ran to the lift. i remember i pressed four and i got out at fourth floor. but when i looked up, it was third floor. tell me, how's my day. lol.

was kinda late for the paper in the morning. we're suppose to be in the room twenty minutes before the paper. and ten minutes before the paper, the paper would be given out. so if you reached ten minutes earlier, you're late. hmm, what weird rule. oh well, i ought to keep my mouth shut when my mom constantly remind me that there'll be traffic jam and all so must leave house early.

the paper was alright. all the questions were from the revision lecture. but there were some very weird questions. and crap, there's this ten mark question, i think i screwed it up. i hope hope hope i could still ace it.

a break for today and tmrw, then brings the next paper. i don't know why but i'm feeling rather excited and can't wait for sit for the bmgt paper. and today after the paper, we were discussing about where to go immediately after the exams and of course, our holiday plans. :D

I'M A LAZY PIG, AS ALWAYS

yay, blogger's finally back to normal. but what a wrong time, i don't have time to post up those photos.

i'm kinda proud of myself today yay. :D i finally found the motivation to start on my poa. left with accounting for non current assets and inventories. hoooray. what a small accomplishment i know. perhaps my classmates are all done with poa. lol.

ITB paper tomorrow. and i'm not really confident. because me being a lazy person, i only studied from the revision lecture slides and not the chapter slides. yesterday i realised that the chapter slides have a lot more to study than what is included in the revision lecture. but ah, god is fair. he sees that i'm finally actually studying after o's. hahahha!

business management on wednesday, microecons on thurs and poa on friday. and say hello to holidays! :D wheeee! i'm so so so so looking forward to it yo! i wanna watch coco before chanel and the proposal!

oh crap, i just read the news and i saw ' WHO predicts explosion of swine flu cases'.

MAN U!

yay, so proud of Man U. they're finally back! 5 goals against wigan! though its just wigan, ahahhaha they're still good i believe. rooooney's da best! he's my dad! :)

gonna shower now! :D

:(

damn it, i just did the stupidest thing on earth. i put the whole packet of chicken rice into the oven and guess what. that brown paper thingy caught on fire because it touches the top part of the oven. it was 200 degrees. tell me, how i'm the smartest person on earth who got my chicken rice on fire.

ONE OF THE FEW MOMENTS

truth to be told, i was a lil' angry with sean just now. because when i called him and asked him about poa he couldn't make out what i was asking so i was pissed and said bye. little did i know that all the time after he hung up the phone he was making his way to central to buy chicken rice for me. :D then i received a text saying he's on his way to my house with the poa textbook and my dinner. aww, thanks love you so much. you're sucha darling. :D though i didn't get to give you a super big hug, i'm still contented to see you for just that lil' while. few minutes i suppose. :)

i used to tell sean i love him more than he loves me. then he'll say, ' if a person doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you as much.' i think its true.

ughh, i can't speak or smile properly because my left cheek seems to be swollen. i think its my teeth or i don't know actually. lol.

k i can't wait for night time! all the time when i was on my bed yesterday i was thinking of garlic bread and mushroom soup! my mom bought this super delicious garlic bread. i mean its really nice you'd ask for more after eating. so tonight while studying, i shall make that my companion. i'm sucha pig! ahhahah! i think i'm really really growing fat.

you just made my day better even though econs and poa tried to spoil it. :)

STOP

i'm so tired of expectations and routines. or i should just say i'm tired of life, yet again. not mention i'm barely eighteen. this is getting nowhere.

i guess i'm always living by the expectations of people which unknowingly become a part of me. in secondary school, i'm just suppose to score well because the teachers expect me to do well. because my mom expects me to do well. its always like this. she always says i'm suppose to be better than my brothers so she doesn't really pay much attention to my studying process. its just the results that matter to her. all these then becomes a reason to why i must do well. well, i guess expectations sometimes do play in a part in motivating me to study. but time after time, it gets too draggy and annoying.

when exams are nearing i've to constantly remind myself that, i must study i must do well cause i don't want to let my mom down. then again, after saying that for ten years, it gets a lil' meaningless. but no matter how meaningless or tired it is, i still have to do it. that's just the irony i don't understand. i wish i could just not study for once. then again, i don't want to fail my modules. see, again another irony.

now i realise the purpose of having a blog cause it serves as a comfort corner to write down whatever can't be expressed through verbal conversation. not like after saying this to anyone, i'll feel better. its all the same old words that they'll be saying. ugh, no offence though.

ahh, i guess i'd better stop whining and get back to my notes. and guess what, i haven't even touched my poa at all. and the paper is on the 28th. how awesome. i always don't wanna pay attention to lectures because i always depend on sean to teach me. i just ought to slap myself about this and i'll study on my own this time.

WISH YOU COULD STEP BACK FROM THE LEDGE, MY FRIEND

now i've a grinning stomach. :D just finished that packet of tortilla chips and salsa and three scramble eggs. awesome.

sleep, eat, study pretty much sums up my day. eight more days till holidays. i know i can't wait for that.

TORTILLA CHIPS + SALSA = HEAVEN

so yesterday went to the airport to study with sean. since my mom's overseas, i could study overnight there. i love the yakun soft boil eggs and sean's scramble eggs. i realised i've been eating quite a bit. i think i'm gonna grow fat during the exam period due to snacking. went home at around three plus four cause we were both tired. and oh my god, we got a super sleepy taxi driver and its scary. he practically closed his eyes while driving on the highway. lol.

today went to photocopy our personal particulars at challenger's main office. and crap, we're selling brother's printer. i mean, i don't even know there's such brand called Brother. ahhahah! then went back to his house and sleep. crap, exam period are taxing and energy zapping. :( i'm kinda motivated to study now because i realised almost all my classmates are done with their revision and its only wednesday today. scary hardworking people.

now, let me tell you guys a big secret. tortilla chips and the salsa pepper dip from marks and spencer are something worth dying for. it taste like heaven i swear. yay, my companion for tonight all thanks to sean. should have bought pudding milk tea to go along with it. hahahah!

and my darling's been sucha sweetheart. :D

ONSUGAR?

ah crap, why is blogger still going against me. :( contemplating if i should switch to onsugar because it allows me to import my archive. ah, i think i'll just stick to blogger first. but will you stop having problems. :(

k so yesterday and today's rather productive, i should say. gonna start on my ITB tonight and perhaps going to study with sean tomorrow. i hope i'll do well for my finals. i don't want a lousy GPA.

i feel so fishy now. i could only remember i ate fish, fish and fish for my dinner. yesterday when i was so desperate for food, i ordered KFC. two pcs chicken, shrooms burger and popcorn chicken. so chickeny. what a good balance man. lol.

YOU'RE THE VOICE

sean is sucha sweetheart! today when i was packing his room i found a paper. he actually wrote down the recipe of super egg! hahahah! k la, i know its some stupid name. i don't know what is it called so just super egg. lol. i used to eat it last time when i was velly velly young. its just some egg plus mushroom and tomatoes i think. he actually wrote it down! i can't believe it. and mind you, i told him that super duper long ago. hahahh! my honeybunny is da best! :D