KEAN'S BIRTHDAY!

seems like its already a habit to buy lunch and eat it during cats class. lol. the teacher didnt really mind, which was kinda good. :D then had soccer! but before that i had to put lots of sunblock on my body. today's soccer was full of falls and dribbles. we had to dribble the ball like two three times around the court. then we when we were playing match, it was damn fun. me and my two friends stick out our legs together and we fell at the same time. got entangled by each other's legs. ahahha.

whee! its been sucha long time since all of us met. everyone was there except ian. but nevertheless, it was damn fun la. and jessica said something which made me sad. hahah okay. not really sad. she said i've become more tanned. which is bad, because i apply sunblock everyday before i leave my house. :( had dinner at bedok simpang. me and jessica had to secretly buy a slice of cake from mad jack, hide it then bring it back. lol.

played soccer again! hahahah! and yay, justin kick my ankle and now its swollen and blue black. lol. k actually its my fault cause sean said i shouldn't have stick out my leg to tackle. then comes some ugly dark blue monsters and we decided to play captain's ball! :D today's really really tiring but i enjoyed myself alot.

and because of that, i feel damn bad cause i ought to be at home studying. poa paper at 830 tomorrow. ahhh! sian, i hope sean could write my name on the paper and do the test for me. lol. k, i'm off to study! :D

WHEE PHOTOS!

EMOTIONS

so i didn't go to school today again. lol. aww and i've such nice and sweet classmates. thanks alot i'm better now. :D met sean in the afternoon cause i need him to teach me adjustment entries. ahh, i kinda get it but still a lil' confused. really regret not taking poa in secondary school man. :(

sean the pig was supposed to teach me poa but he ended up sleeping okay. i woke him up like so many times but he just ignore me and went back to sleep. what a darling. hahah, but still thanks for teaching me. we ordered pizza like about nine plus, ah i feel fats coming. and then he went crazy and wrestled with me. hahahaa but its quite fun. i didn't even get a chance to hit him or anything, he carries me and throw me down so easily.

ahh, i wanted to post the photos we took just now but sean's not sending me the photos. darling kim kim kim kimm kimmy you send it to me or tag me on facebook or you log in to my account and post up the photos okay. thankss. send it to me please.

CHANGES

i hate changes. the way people changed, the way things changed and the way surroundings changed. then again i know one must accept that changes are inevitable. but sometimes the way things changed just seemed so unpredictable and saddening. as naive as it may sound, at times i wish things could stay the same forever, i rather get sick of it rather than not having it anymore. everybody, including myself hope things to change for the better, some even to perfection.

then again the pursuit of perfection sometimes seems so unattainable or rather impossible. because different people have different definitions for perfection. perfection seems pretty subjective. its up to one's eyes to see if people are perfect. the journey to perfection is rather excruciating, immeasurable and self deprecating.

perfection appears to be an element instead of a scale. it can't be measured at all. nobody knows what definition of perfection, nobody knows how to attain it. its just somewhat similar to best. everyone would say they have tried their best, but do they even know what best means? so, don't say it unless one knows what it means.

BURNING THROUGH MY DARKEST NIGHT

yay somehow being sick is blessing in disguise. lol. finally get to have long hours of sleep. and i literally slept half the day away. still contemplating if i should go to school tomorrow because its all lectures so its okay if i miss it. okay, thats what i think actually. lol.

i still feel so tired and sleepy after sleeping for soo long. i'm looking forward to the holidays. i don't understand why np is the last to have holidays. rp is already having their holidays and now tp. ughhhh. i don't like exams. :(

such horrible weather can only be make better with ice cream. i wanna eat the ice cream at iscream and island creamery! and macaroons at bakerzin. i think i'm gonna learn how to bake macaroons soon, maybe during the holidays. heee. :D

i still wanna get the osim isqueeze! my mom actually buy my story when i say that my school is too big and my legs always ache from excessive walking that's why i need it. lol. and i just saw the new psp. its damn cool i swear. i'm soo tempted to buy it. but ahh, if my mom continues giving me what i want i think i'll feel damn bad. i hate it when things become more expensive as we grow up. from a few dollars to fifty to hundred to hundreds and thousands.

i wish you were here with me tonight.

FENGLIN MADE MY DAY!

all tutorials today. ahh was kinda boring yet interesting especially in ITB. :D

poa tutorial in the morning and crap. i'm getting lost in poa. whats with all the journal entries and adjustments and all. i don't like it man. but since there're only three modules tested, i'd better do well in poa. econs is okay but there's alot alot to study. and i know nuts about ITB seriously. nuts.

ohh then comes the interesting part. hahaha, k fenglin i know you read this. i'm not trying to make fun of you okay but its just superr funnaye. :D three groups have to present today so when the first group mention about their budget which is fifteen thousand, fenglin actually fell off the chair. its not deliberate but just so it happens at the same time. the funniest part is not when she fell but when she stood up and say,' sorry you can continue.' i swear that her facial expression was damn classic at that moment. so the teacher went on saying that after my manager saw the budget she fell off the chair. as i'm typing i'm still laughing about it. ahhh, retarded. hahaha!

i lovee my miec tutor. he's just so niceeee. and today i just realised he looks rather promising and soo fatherly. hhahha! each time we attend miec tutorial, he never fails to ask if we're tired or sleepy or cold or whatnot. then if we say we're tired he will try to perk us up with his own stories and all.

poa paper on saturday and i lost my textbook. how awesome. but i refused to get a new one because it cost a bomb and that textbook is heavier than my laptop. howwwwww. ughhh and dinner on friday which means i have to squeeze all those irritating accounting principles into my head by thursday. i hate poa because i don't understand poa. k, but maybe few months down the road i'll be saying i love poa. but, that's only maybe.

i wanna do well but there's so much to study. then again, i'm not motivated. plus i know nuts about those modules. plus there's so much things to be done. ahh, i wish somebody could understand how i feel. -.-

i hate being misunderstood. its like my intentions are always being mistaken. i don't know if that goes to show i shouldn't care or think so much or that i should make myself clearer. and ah, i'm not being subjective here by the way.

hannah montanah movie is out on 4th June but POA paper is on 6th June. Miec is on the 10th and ITB is on the 11th. so which means i can only watch the movie after the papers. :(

DISGUSTED

had bcomm discussion in the morning. its really formal and scary. everything has to be so businessy. and the teacher will just sit there and grade you. the question is about some internal conflict in the department. lol. really not used to it. scaryy.

was more than happy to hear that there wont be any bmgt papers. :D the only thing i understand from business management is that i should crap well to get good marks. cause i don't understand anything from seven weeks of powerpoint. i'm dead man.

i want to sleep, like really badly. i don't know why am i always doing the editing part which takes up hell lots of time and deprived me of my sleep and study time. k i know i shouldn't be whining here since my friends read my blog.

oh ya. i came across this video during bmgt tutorial. some motivational video. this is good, watch it. its touching so grab a piece of kleenex first! :D