GOODBYE 2008! :D

i suddenly got the urge to go shopping again, yet again. why do i see everyone going shopping except me. this is bad. i hate seeing sales everywhere yet i cant get to shop. but nevermind, new season clothes are coming! by then, i'll go shopping for sure! and fill my wardrobe with all those pretty pretty clothes! :D

and i wanna watch enchanted, mamma mia, high school musical 3 and bedtime stories all over again. cause they are such nice movies with happy endings and happily ever after. hopefully, this year will end happily too! :D

yay! changed of plans! im going countdown at marina bay not at downtown anymore! yay! pretty pretty fireworks i'm coming to see you! okay, i sound as if i havent seen fireworks before. lol. i cant wait for tomorrow! i think its gonna be fun! just hopefully, it doesnt rain again! and i will remember to take photos! last day of 2008! :D

and darling i dont like you. cause you're not replying to my message. you made me wait by the phone for half and hour already and i dont like it. lol.

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

BEDTIME STORIES! :D

yay! i had fun today! :D you made my day with all your nonsense and irritatingness. :D caught bedtime stories in the afternoon. ahhh. i love the movie. so enchanted-like. so kiddy. lol. is it true that in real life when everything seems wrong, a hero will always appear and make things right? noooooooo. that's a lie. okay, there are times, but not always.

i dont know why i suddenly feel like doing alot alot alot of things. working, new year shopping, shopping for birthday presents, eating, going out with my friends, ice skating, roller blading, baking & et cetera. i wish the sun could set later, at not six, but at eleven. this would make the night younger. :D

new year's coming! :D i wanna go out. i wanna go for countdown. i wanna go and squeeze with everybody at marina bay so as to have a feel of the new year atmosphere. i wanna see those pretty pretty fireworks! a pity downtown doesn't have it. :(

ahhhhhhhhhhh. i'm craving for the ice cream at ikea! its damn nice you know! :D

and i wont say. i'll just keep quiet and open my eyes. :D

Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

TELL ME THAT IS OVER.

today is already the 28th. it suddenly dawned on me that JAE is drawing near. i don't know why i'm feeling scare. the feeling just comes naturally. i need my results to be below 10. cause i wanna go to banking and finance at ngee ann. i wanna join cheer leading and some dance thing. but again, its so far. and i don't know if i can make it. either that or business law at temasek. but i dont know why i just dont feel like going to temasek though its very near. lol. ahhh. just hopefully, i'll get below 10. :D

new year's coming in three days time. i'm looking forward to the next year, but again, i'm not. i can't believe five years in haising passed so fast. i can't believe i'm not gonna see my friends in school anymore. no more assembly. no more lessons. no more afternoon programmes. no more recess and lunch breaks. but yes, i know everyone's moving on. so i guess i will too. i miss all my classmates. i miss laughing with them. :(

on a lighter note, i'm kind of looking forward to make new friends in poly! :D no more school uniform, no more ms ng & mr gng, no more reaching school by 7.10, no more morning worksheets, no more school socks, no more dark blue or black rubber bands, no more white bras, no more naggings and scoldings from teachers. :D

mehnie's birthday, chinese new year, sean's birthday, valentine's day, karina's birthday are coming! :D

and i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

SEE THOSE PENGUINS! :D

look look, look at those cute, short, fat, bouncy penguins! they cannot fly and only waddle with those short legs. the cute thing is, they ski with their bellies. lol.

dancing on ice!

they're waddling!
penguins hold hands! :D

penguin chick!
i wish i can keep a penguin at home. arent they adorable? :D life's been pretty boring at home. this explains why i am doing stupid things like this. lol. i need a job. i need to work, i need money. i suddenly miss prom and the stay over at swissotel. we spent the night laughing and playing. me and puay joo were two retarded people who stood outside and waited for the sunrise. but we fell asleep even before we could see it. lol.

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

BETTER IN TIME :D

merry means happy and happy means merry, says the dictionary. their Synonyms are somewhat similar. but why do people say ' im so happy' and not i'm so merry'. they say 'happy birthday' instead of 'merry birthday'. 'merry christmas' instead of 'happy christmas'. 'happy new year' rather than 'merry new year'. so weird. i dont understand.

okay, i was that bored thats why i kept my brain occupied with the words 'merry' and 'happy'. lol. ahhh. i wanna play pool and mahjong. how i wish i had a pool table and all those cue at home. since i've nothing to do. i shall start day dreaming again.

i wanna own a beach with many many huts made of straws, cause it feels very kampong-ish. lol. and build those shelter in case it rains. auto food dispenser filled with delicious food and not those packets of tidbits! must have all the food that marche has! drink dispenser that has sparkling juice and Bacardi! pristine clear water so that i can see those pretty coral reefs and marine creatures. and go snorkeling whenever i want to! fill the whole beach with star and heart shaped sand that glows in the dark. romantic and pretty, isnt it? :D coconut trees without ants, so that i can climb the trees anytime i want. when i'm thirsty, i could put those fat, squarish and juicy coconuts into good use. a theme park! with scary roller coasters and thrilling rides! and yes, a yacht! i wanna go out to the sea with my love ones! so fun! a speed boat! so that next time i can playing catching out in the sea and not just at the playground below my house. lol. and i just happened to chance upon the pictures of michael jackson's and david beckham's house. oh my god. its so palace-like. i know there're still many nicer, prettier and bigger houses out there. but im a easily contented person. :D i just want a house in beverly hills, somewhat similar to david beckham's one will do. :D

I could stay lost in this moment forever, every moment spend with you is a moment i treasure.

JOY TO THE WORLD! :D

yay! its christmas its christmas, finally! :D cant believe the day just passed in the wink of an eye. i dont like. why do time pass extremely fast, especially when we're having all the good time out there. i wish i could make the time stand still. childish i know, but yes, i still want the time to stop.

on christmas eve, went out with sean and his friends. ate at seoul garden and we went to play pool. must admit i suck at it, but but but i love playing pool! :D and thanks jessica for the cookies and that christmas card. its so sweet of you. love you. and sorry darling, next christmas, if possible, we'll countdown together k. :D

today, met my friends in the morning and we had gift exchange. all thanks to karina and her idea. anit clockwise or clockwise. -.- as if it did help alot. thanks ah. hahhahaha. then went to his aunt's place. and played mahjongg. just came home not long ago. i love this christmas! especially the company. :D a pity i forgot or rather, am lazy to take photos. lol.

Darling, in case you forget. i put this in bold for you k. remember eh. my penguin! the rest i dont mention okay. just this one. :D

I'VE GOT MY PRESENT FROM SANTA CLAUS! :D

just as i was rushing to leave my house, i saw a present under the christmas tree. santa claus came down from the chimney, he decided to be nice this year and gave me the present earlier :D ahahha. okay, that was crap. lol. thanks darling, you know i love you. :D sometimes, you really made me feel as if i'm the happiest girl on earth. and you seem like the nicest guy i could ever find. but you know what, ahhhh okay, i don't wanna say. cause i'm nice. lol.

watched twilight, okay, i dont know if the movie's supposed to be nice or whatnot, but yes, i kind of fell asleep halfway. so, the movie's not as nice as i thought it would be. and i dont know why, i seem to love the beach these days. perhaps its cause of the nice, cool breeze. the calmness of the sea. the smell of those barbecue foooood, it makes me hungry, especially when i havent eaten. lol. those screams and laughter of those small kids at the playground. though its noisy, it kind of brighten up my mood, i dont know why too. lol.

okay, going out with my friends tomorrow for some job interview thing. hopefully we'll get the job, else its gonna be boring at homee. and yes, christmas, christmas is coming! yay! :D

If I were a boy, I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear Id be a better man.
Id listen to her, cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted

WHAT'S WITH THE WORLD.

went for some christmas service with michelle, jolyn and jessica. seee. i feel so holy now. :D but no, not after i've completed this post. ahh. okay, nothing much to say cause i feel so what the fuck-ish.

ughhh. okay, what the fuck. yes, i'm not happy. i'm irritated. i'm angry. what the hell man. what's with the world. what's with you you you you you you. fuck it. but no, im just gonna convince myself. im just gonna ignore. im just gonna forgive and forget. i hope. why does it feels like nothing is right. ughhhh. what the hell is wrong with everyone, or is it me. ah fuck it. i dont like you you you you you. what a mood to end the day with. spoiler. asshole.

FROZEN BY THE HANDS OF TIME

nothing much happened today. i was bored so...

Libra Woman & Aquarius Man

If he can get past the commitment problem and if she can get past the decision problem, they will never part. But be prepared for a long courtship...

This is tied with Gemini as your number-one soulmate match. The Aquarius boy has got a wild and experimental approach to romance that will fascinate and charm you. The chemistry between you two is dynamite. You also have a lot in common, including a great love of socializing. Your intellects are very similar and you can have amazing, thoughtful conversations on almost any topic. He is also very drawn to music and the arts, just like you. You have a very good influence on him too, helping him see the world in the most positive possible light. Together, you make an unbeatable team. Just watch out for the sarcasm - he sometimes fights nasty. But with your charm and loving nature, you can tame this beast and make him your loving honey. A soulmate match.

Libra girl, you think you have it going on? Aquarius boy falls in your 5th house of fun, which means there's never a dull moment when you both meet up. Best thing is, he inspires your mind to new heights, and encourages you to stand tall on your own without having to suffer arm candy status.

Fallen leaves, like a blanket at my feet
There's a canopy of stars and
I just miss you like crazy,
suddenly the world's too big and the hours move too slow
And I just wish that you were holding me near

THE SKY IS VERY VERY PRETTY TONIGHT! :D

went shopping with puay joo today. yes, finally. and im soooo happy. :D we spent the day shopping, eating and laughing away. soo fun! :D we ate too much until we couldn't walk. or maybe its just me. lol. the feeling is so irritating yet nicee :D i loveee the feeling when i stuff my stomach with all the food i like. but irritating cause i couldn't walk properly. lol. i cant wait for christmas to meet up with them again.

and and, the sky is very prettaye tonight. it's all filled with starsss. i was so amazed that i actually stood stationary just to look at those stars for quite some time. stupid i know. but i love the stars. so bright, shimmering and bling bling. looking at the stars just brighten up my mood! :D

and every night i miss you, i can just look up. and know the stars are holding you tonight.

SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING!

mehnieee's message made my day! :D ahhhahah! at least i know you're excited cause you always sound so monotone. lol.

and yes, i absolutely agree to the idea of online shopping. it saves transportation costs. what's more, shopping is definitely more conducive and comfortable at home, with comfortable chair, nice food & tidbits within your reach. last thing! your legs wont be tired due to the endless walking. right? :D

as i was listening to this song, that scene was replaying over and over again in my head. yes, i know its over. i know it's been quite sometime. but those words are just that hurtful and impactful that no matter how i try to erase it from my mind, i cant. i've forgiven, but i can't forget. i'm just afraid those words will come out again. give me sometime, i will forget. and know that i still you as much.

GINGERBREAD MAN TO THE RESCUE! :D

badminton with my friends again today. doesn't seem as tiring as the previous time. hopefully my muscles dont ache tomorrow. lol. and i finally get to see karina's pretty camera. contemplating if i should get it, cause its not a need. its just a want. and i'm afraid i wont use it as often. see. puay joo! i don't buy things on impulse. okay, i seldom. :D and i'm becoming very very very ugly, with so many pimples popping out and those dark circles. :( i need them to disappear before christmas. i dont wanna look ugly on that day.

look at those gingerbread men! dont they look cute? though im not certain how they taste like but they're cute enough to catch my attention. imagine them running around with the santa claus on christmas, giving themselves to every family. with short hands and legs, they will lose balance each time they run. so cute right! i loveee those gingerbread men! :D and i'm gonna bake it with karina soon! yay! my very own gingerbread men! i'm gonna make them from scratch, use those flour and ingredients, knead the dough, bake and decorate them! hopefully i will see them talking and running around like those in cartoons. :D

In the moonlight, Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds, I suppose
And your hair flows like the ocean breeze
Not a million fights could make me hate you
You’re invincible
Yeah, It’s true
It’s in your eyes where I find peace :)

WHAT IF YOU'RE MAKING ME ALL THAT I WAS MEANT TO BE?

and now, i desparately need fairy godmother to appear and wave her magic wand. naive and childish i know, but who cares. dont ask me why, i dont know either. and i miss you.

Well you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

CONTRADICTIONS.

i wanna stay at home and rest, yet i wanna go shopping. cause all the time at home i keep thinking of shopping. i need a job. i need money. i need to shop. im going crazy. i want christmas to come soon cause life's been boring. i neeed something really interesting and exciting to happen. but it means the day of truth will be nearer. i wanna go out with my friends everyday. but again, i wanna save some money for shopping. i want chinese new year to come soon cause at least my pocket will have more money. but nooooooo, i dont want time to pass so soon. i still wanna enjoy my holidays. even if it means rotting at home, i dont mind. i still havent had enough of resting and getting bored. lol.

if i had a chance, i'd rather choose to be some character in fairytale. at least, most fairytales have happy endings. you can turn to the fairy godmother whenever things go wrong. what's more with a wave of the magic wand, whatever you wish for will appear. old & torn clothes could turn into some nice, glamorous gown. with just a kiss, an greenish, ugly frog could turn into some handsome prince. with just a poison apple, it's enough to kill some pretty and innocent girl. all you need to do is to look into some crystal ball and you will know the whereabouts of someone. okay, snap back to reality. i know it all doesn't happen :(

i'm falling even more in love with you,
letting go of all i've held on to.
i'm standing here until you make me move,
i'm hanging by a moment here with you.

WE COULD BE MORE THAN JUST AMAZING :D

finally, i'm at home. had been going out consecutively for the past few days and now i'm very very very lazy and tired. my muscles have been aching ever since the badminton match. this shows how much i've been exercising. lol. ahhhhh. i regretted not going vivo with jessica and all today. cause i saw many prettaye dresses when i was there yesterday. everywhere seems to be having sales and i feel as if im the last one to know. now my brain is so saturated with those thoughts of shopping and pictures of nice & prettaye discounted clothes, accessories and all. i need to go for christmas shopping soon! i've lost touch with the shopping world man. this couldn't be happenning. :(

and at last, we went to sentosa yesterday! :D yay! and it didn't rain! it's been so long since i last went there and this tells you how excited i was yesterday. we took the cable car and skyrider! so fun so fun! and sean's afraid of heights! lol. though it was a friday, the place was so crowded. especially the underwater world. but nevertheless, it was fun! we actually saw this gigantic and ponderous crab which was once exhibited! its damn hugeee i tell you. definitely much bigger and taller than me. lol. then we went to the fort siloso and the beach. we caught six tiny weeny crabs! they look so cute & innocent. but all they know is to crawl back to their holes. -.- okay, not we. he. lol.

i love yesterday. i love the hugee burger at carls junior. i love the cable car ride and sky rider. i love the underwater world, from those tiny weeny fishes to those big crabs and some weird looking creatures. i loveee the guns and canons at fort siloso. i love the beach and those crabs. i love the time at sentosa. i love the photos that we've took. and i love you more than ever. :D

cable car ride!

underwater world!

ugly but delicious octopus! :D

Fort siloso!

THIS COULDNT BE MORE UNEXPECTED

alright, i shall say today is not my day. probably because i said i was very happy yesterday and things decided to be funny today. i dont know and i dont like it. its not that i wanna get upset over everything, but just sometimes it cant be controlled, isnt it? i dont like getting upset either. it just spoils the entire day of mine. trains of thoughts are running through my head now, i need a break. i guess i need to let it go.

on a lighter note, im going to sentosa tomorrow! i hope it doesnt rain. i dont want it to spoil the day yet again. i wanna go underwater world, siloso beach, musical fountain, 4d magix, dolphin lagoon and take cable car! yay! i can't wait! :D just, hopefully, hopefully, it doesnt rain.

and sean, seeeeee. its fated okay. god wants you to buy an expensive christmas present for me, that's why he decided to let you win soccer for three consecutive days. soooooo, you know what to do right? :D

You're the only one I would take a shot on. Keep me hanging on so contagiously.

THE MOON IS IN AQUARIUS TODAY! :D

High school musical 3 - can i have this dance

Take my hand, Take a breath,
Pull me close, Take one step,
Keep your eyes locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing(To keep dancing)
Where ever we go next.

It's like catching lightning, The chances of finding someone like you.
It's one in a million, The chances of feeling the way we do.
And with every step together, We just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance?(Can I have this dance)
Can I Have this dance?

Take my hand,I'll take the lead,
And every turn will be safe with me,
Don't be afraid, Afraid to fall, You know I'll catch you through it all
And you can't keep us apart (Even a thousand miles can't keep us apart)
Cos my heart is where ever you are

It's like catching lightning, The chances of finding someone like you.
It's one in a million, The chances of feeling the way we do.
And with every step together, We just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance?(Can I have this dance)
Can I Have this dance?

Ohh no mountains too high and no oceans too wide,
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop.
Let it rain, let it pour.
What we have is worth fighting for.
You know I believe that we were meant to be.

Oooohhh.

It's like catching lightning, The chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, The chances of feeling the way (way) we do.
And with every step together, We just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance?(Can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance,
Can I have this dance?

this song has been playing on repeat mode in my head for the whole day. okay, i know this song's abit outdated already. but i loveeeeee it. so sweet :D yay. and i love today. i feel as irritating, noisy, intoxicated, mirthful, playful and bouncy as ever. cause i get to do and eat whatever i want. lol. and im so in loveee with those blue roses! i think im gonna get it and put as display on my table. its stupid i know but they're so nicee and prettaye, dont you think so? :D

badminton with my friends tomorrow! yay! finally get to see them. i think its been quite long since we last met. two weeks or so. lol. okay, i shall go sleep soon so i can get to see them when i wake up tomorrow. :D

IF I COULD, I WOULD MAKE THE TIME STAND STILL FOR US.

PINK GERBERAS & BLUE ROSES! :)

aren't they preettaye and sweet looking? :D

ahhhhhh. i'm so bored. :( there's absolutely nothing to do at home except going online to do stupid stuff. how i wish there's still lessons going on in school. i miss my classmates & teachers. okay, i know it hadnt been long since we graduated but i miss those stupid nonsense and laughter in class. the fun we had during lesson time. how we used to come up with stupid excuses whenever we couldn't finish our work or when we didnt study for the test. how we used to laugh at mr thoh when he first taught us. how we used to react when we saw a bee in the class and everyone would say that its mr ang. lol. and how stupid i was to text sean, emyza, alvin, melanie, jessica, karina and josephine in class, even though we're just a few metres away. and i remembered how happy and noisy i used to be whenever i know that there's mee siam on that day. :D i miss all of this, really.

i used to tell sean with over and over again that i dont wanna part with the class. but all he says is " life still goes on, everyone has to move on." so i guess its true.

Have you ever experienced the joy of staring into a clear night sky, awestruck by the incredible sight of a zillion sparkling stars? The thrill of seeing a shooting star, for a fleeting moment, burning so brightly, then poooof, its gone? :D

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!

what's with the incessant rainfall nowadays. i know i love the rain. but not when it falls at the wrong time. i wanna go out and play! i dont wanna carry umbrella around! i dont wanna have to cover my ears when i see something flashing. its loud and irritating. and it makes me look like some small kid. lol.

the initial plan was to go to escape theme park. however, despite waiting for a few hours, the rain still doesnt stop. see. the rain spoils everything. its damn annoying. so we decided to go to wild wild wet! :D its quite fun though. afterall its been three years since i last went there. the water works, wave pool and kid's pool! so fun so fun! especially the slides! i love it all!

yay! christmas and chinese new year are drawing near! i cant wait i cant wait! i cant wait to shop for prettayee clothesss, dresses & shoes! :D and i miss shopping with mehnieeeee. but nevermind! we're gonna meet up soon! shopping, eating, laughing, bitching & doing stupid stuff! :D and darling, let's go marche, sentosa, shopping and eating soon okay! i wanna buy alot alot alot alot of stuff :D

Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless. I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again.

FINALLY :D

YAY! FINALLY! AFTER SO LONG! :D i took very very very very long just to find this stupid blogskin. i know its not very nice but im lazy to look for more. and yes, KARINA wants me to blog about her. cause she's the one who help me with this. i know nuts about blogging. sorry, i know im very picky and irritating :D thanks alot. i love you okay! oh and i cant wait for tomorrow! a pity jessica isnt coming with us :( next time okay!
and and! WE SHALL GO LEARN DANCE TOGETHER! SALSA! :D

JOYCE IS AWESOME!

TESTING!

HEY HEY RETARDED JOYCE!
Guess who am I? :D:D:D