Friday, February 27, 2009
DO YOU KNOW ..
nothing better to do.
'Goats are naturally artistic and inventive. They are not pursuers of material wealth and rely on their imaginations to enrich their lives. However, Goats can be very generous to those they love. Goats often do not fare well in romantic liaisons. They are very high strung and tend to feel insecure. They are worriers. To quell their uncertainties, Goats need to feel loved and admired at all times. Goats are extremely sensitive and will fret over the most trifling things. Conflict within a relationship will make Goats retreat further into their minds or physically remove themselves from the scene. When love is going well for them, Goats can be quite demanding of their partner. The happy Goat does not just take, but loves to give to its lover too. Goats who learn to control their worries can be quite happy. Once they know their friends and family will be waiting for them when they return from their inner journeys, Goats can be very happy.'
quite true ah. i'm a worrier. i'm extremely sensitive. hahahah. sean, yours.
'Horses are good with money and, of course, have a passion for travel. Paradoxically, Horses desire love, which can lead them to feel ensnared. The rawness of their sex appeal is like a magnet and makes it easy for Horses to find love. Horses are skilled at the art of seduction. However, their relationships are unpredictable because their behavior is so erratic and they may flee without notice.Horses are not a patient lot. They can be quite impulsive and more than a little insensitive to the feelings of others. These self-reliant beings follow their whims through life, which explains why their paths are often littered with unfinished relationships, jobs and ventures. Conversely, Horses motivate others easily and often do reach their goals.'
ahhh i'm bored. or rather too tired to do anything but lazy to move my ass to the bed. i saw many many many things that i wanted to get. though payday's coming, i should be looking forward to it. but again, i'm afraid i'll spend it all in a day. when will i ever learn the beauty of saving. -.- to make it worse, lady luck decided not to be by my side anymore. what is this man.
life is really a journey filled with ugly humans. what's with all those selfish people. and those who gets jealous easily. and those who only think for themselves, doing things just to benefit them. especially people who has hidden motives. not to mention those who act like some hypocrites. ugly. disgusting. seriously disgusting. this is far worse than people who are unreasonable and all. shouldn't the world be filled with angels. then there'll be peace and love instead of hatred and jealousy.
'Goats are naturally artistic and inventive. They are not pursuers of material wealth and rely on their imaginations to enrich their lives. However, Goats can be very generous to those they love. Goats often do not fare well in romantic liaisons. They are very high strung and tend to feel insecure. They are worriers. To quell their uncertainties, Goats need to feel loved and admired at all times. Goats are extremely sensitive and will fret over the most trifling things. Conflict within a relationship will make Goats retreat further into their minds or physically remove themselves from the scene. When love is going well for them, Goats can be quite demanding of their partner. The happy Goat does not just take, but loves to give to its lover too. Goats who learn to control their worries can be quite happy. Once they know their friends and family will be waiting for them when they return from their inner journeys, Goats can be very happy.'
quite true ah. i'm a worrier. i'm extremely sensitive. hahahah. sean, yours.
'Horses are good with money and, of course, have a passion for travel. Paradoxically, Horses desire love, which can lead them to feel ensnared. The rawness of their sex appeal is like a magnet and makes it easy for Horses to find love. Horses are skilled at the art of seduction. However, their relationships are unpredictable because their behavior is so erratic and they may flee without notice.Horses are not a patient lot. They can be quite impulsive and more than a little insensitive to the feelings of others. These self-reliant beings follow their whims through life, which explains why their paths are often littered with unfinished relationships, jobs and ventures. Conversely, Horses motivate others easily and often do reach their goals.'
ahhh i'm bored. or rather too tired to do anything but lazy to move my ass to the bed. i saw many many many things that i wanted to get. though payday's coming, i should be looking forward to it. but again, i'm afraid i'll spend it all in a day. when will i ever learn the beauty of saving. -.- to make it worse, lady luck decided not to be by my side anymore. what is this man.
life is really a journey filled with ugly humans. what's with all those selfish people. and those who gets jealous easily. and those who only think for themselves, doing things just to benefit them. especially people who has hidden motives. not to mention those who act like some hypocrites. ugly. disgusting. seriously disgusting. this is far worse than people who are unreasonable and all. shouldn't the world be filled with angels. then there'll be peace and love instead of hatred and jealousy.
BOUNCY :D
yay! what's the adjective to describe happier than the happiest? :D today felt like one of the days when we're still working for the puma sales. lol.
went to kallang leisure park today. our supposed plan was to go ice skating. however when we reached there, we saw no crowd in the rink except a notice outside. UNDER RENOVATION. how awesome. how disappointing. :( so now all the ice skaters in singapore have no rink to practice. very irritating eh. ugh. so we headed to the arcade! i think jessica and me were like some retards, trying to squeeze the tiny weeny colourful plastic balls out and throw at the screen! nevertheless, it was fun fun fun and fun! ahhahaha!
caught 'role models'. eh the movie is nice you know! its rather hilarious and stupid and retarded except for a few sexual jokes and scenes. so wait no more, go catch it soon okay! :D but erm, movie preferences for individuals are different so if its not nice, don't blame me! yay! then it was to bedok 85! wheeeeeee! we ordered alot alot of food. yummayeeee! :D.
when we were on the mrt to kallang, something interesting happened! this caucasian guy, he rested his leg on the metal pole, you know, the one for people to hold. then this singaporean old english man in his sixties i suppose, he came in. he told the caucasian guy to put down his leg but he didn't. so they started arguing. damn funny okay! the uncle talked about being educated and some singapore cultures. and all the caucasian guy said was, ' thanks for entertaining me, you're hilarious.' ' i apologised for it and thanks for educating me.' i mean what the hell right. so sarcastic! lol. but this kind of incident doesn't happen everday and it kind of entertain you especially if you're taking long mrt rides. :D
hahah! emyza! you're addicted to the song right! :D
Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again.
went to kallang leisure park today. our supposed plan was to go ice skating. however when we reached there, we saw no crowd in the rink except a notice outside. UNDER RENOVATION. how awesome. how disappointing. :( so now all the ice skaters in singapore have no rink to practice. very irritating eh. ugh. so we headed to the arcade! i think jessica and me were like some retards, trying to squeeze the tiny weeny colourful plastic balls out and throw at the screen! nevertheless, it was fun fun fun and fun! ahhahaha!
caught 'role models'. eh the movie is nice you know! its rather hilarious and stupid and retarded except for a few sexual jokes and scenes. so wait no more, go catch it soon okay! :D but erm, movie preferences for individuals are different so if its not nice, don't blame me! yay! then it was to bedok 85! wheeeeeee! we ordered alot alot of food. yummayeeee! :D.
when we were on the mrt to kallang, something interesting happened! this caucasian guy, he rested his leg on the metal pole, you know, the one for people to hold. then this singaporean old english man in his sixties i suppose, he came in. he told the caucasian guy to put down his leg but he didn't. so they started arguing. damn funny okay! the uncle talked about being educated and some singapore cultures. and all the caucasian guy said was, ' thanks for entertaining me, you're hilarious.' ' i apologised for it and thanks for educating me.' i mean what the hell right. so sarcastic! lol. but this kind of incident doesn't happen everday and it kind of entertain you especially if you're taking long mrt rides. :D
hahah! emyza! you're addicted to the song right! :D
Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
ANTICIPATION! :D
i got woken up by the noisy and disrupting drilling and hammering sounds. its seriously annoying when you thought you could finally sleep and there goes the sound. decided to go over to sean's place to see what's wrong with my laptop. i think its really something wrong with the internet settings. its damn irritating man. i'm not gonna do anything to it until next month. lol.
since i can access to the net there, i spent my day downloading songs. wanted to catch pink panther, but eh, decided not to. wanted to play badminton but the floor is wet. but its alright, i just love spending time with him like that. with him doing his own things and i do mine. lol.and the thunder today is seriously annoying cause whenever i see the flash, i will have to cover my ears. lol.
i'm no longer a kid, so i suppose i've understood the fact that nothing last forever. if we're meant to be, means we're meant to be. :D i'm not gonna think about this and that, cause yes, hahaha, it's rather tiring. so i'll cherish the times we have together and make the best out of it. but erm, obviously ten years down the road, i would still prefer to see us being togther. love you. :D
on a happier note, i'm going ice skating tomorrow! buffet on sunday with the fucking awesome three! hahaha! yay yay! can't wait! this week's gonna be fun! :D
oh and did i mention many people saw the rainbow today except me? :( that's pretty sad, cause i always wanted to see one. but i didn't have the chance to! what's more there're two rainbows today! why did i have to lie on the bed and download those songs till eight plus. if only we went to get dinner at seven we could have seen it. :(
since i can access to the net there, i spent my day downloading songs. wanted to catch pink panther, but eh, decided not to. wanted to play badminton but the floor is wet. but its alright, i just love spending time with him like that. with him doing his own things and i do mine. lol.and the thunder today is seriously annoying cause whenever i see the flash, i will have to cover my ears. lol.
i'm no longer a kid, so i suppose i've understood the fact that nothing last forever. if we're meant to be, means we're meant to be. :D i'm not gonna think about this and that, cause yes, hahaha, it's rather tiring. so i'll cherish the times we have together and make the best out of it. but erm, obviously ten years down the road, i would still prefer to see us being togther. love you. :D
on a happier note, i'm going ice skating tomorrow! buffet on sunday with the fucking awesome three! hahaha! yay yay! can't wait! this week's gonna be fun! :D
oh and did i mention many people saw the rainbow today except me? :( that's pretty sad, cause i always wanted to see one. but i didn't have the chance to! what's more there're two rainbows today! why did i have to lie on the bed and download those songs till eight plus. if only we went to get dinner at seven we could have seen it. :(
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
AHH PUI :D
YAY! I SAID I WILL POST AGAIN FOR MY DARLING! I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M STILL FEELING SO HAPPY! I JUST WANNA TYPE BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TYPE! AHAHAHA! YAY! WE'RE GOING ICE SKATING SOON! ITS GONNA BE DAMN FUN! SINCE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO SKATE! THEN I WILL FALL WITH YOU OKAY! SINCE I GOT THE SINGAPORE FLYER TICKET THEN WE GO SOON OKAY! TAKE ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF PHOTOS THIS TIME CAUSE THE PREVIOUS TIME WE DIDN'T! YAY! AND WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY LISTEN TO LOVE SONG. ITS DAMN DAMN SWEET AND NICE! :D
EH SOMETHING STUPID AND RETARDED. WE DON'T USUALLY SAY THIS OKAY. LOL.
' DARLING YOU WILL LOVE ME ALOT ALWAYS RIGHT! I KNOW! '
' YES AH I WILL! AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME ALOT TOO!'
' YAY! THEN I THINK WE LAST TILL THE END OF TIME!'
HAHAHAHA! IT MAKES ME HAPPIER ACTUALLY. :D HAPPY WATCHING SOCCER OR TV OR PLAYING PSP OKAY!
HAPPY, EXASPERATION
okay, today's supposed to be a happy day since i got my pretty pretty pink vaio already. oh they gave some free singapore flyer ticket. lol. i heard its better now, you don't have to queue for an hour, like how we used to back in last year's may. sean! i remember okay, its 17th may 2008! lol. ahh, yes i was excited for a while, happily chit chatting for a moment and got disgusted the next. i don't know why but i don't like the feeling of guys asking me for number. especially those guys whom i don't know. it feels disgusting. okay, maybe he just wanna be friends but i don't really like the idea of it. it just gives me goosebumps. eeeyer. don't like. call me anti social or whatever. but i just don't like it.
oh! darling! luckily you didn't buy the camera for me, or rather i didn't buy the camera i always wanted to! you know why! cause the sales person told me that they've launched a new sony camera! its 14.2 mega pixel! how cool is it. it will be out during these few days. they've all the colours except lime green. :( but i heard its better than the one i always wanted. the price is definitely better too. its 700 plus. where to get the money. :(
so after dinner, i happily carried the laptop to my room, having the thought that i could use it, explore and do whatever stupid stuff i like. but no, it wasn't like that. the internet just couldn't connect for i don't know what reason! i tried and tried and tried, for once i felt so helpless cause no one else could help me. since they're either busy, or don't know or they're not using singnet. how irritating. ahhh, except cheryl, but it still doesn't work. :( for that very moment, i really thought it would be best if i'm studying some IT course. lol. okay, it is still not connecting now, i'm gonna leave it alone. hopefully, it decides to be obedient tomorrow and it can connect! yay! :D
today, i woke up feeling like my old self. perhaps cause i've read this person's blog i saw on yahoo. probably you guys have heard about her, shin. some cancer patient. and on her blog she wrote something like, 'My least proud moments are too many to list. My happiest moments are now. My unhappiest moments are too few and too unimportant to remember.' okay, i shall bear this in mind. :D
ever since school ended, i mean i'm happy but i don't get to laugh as much when i was in class. i remember i would laugh very loudly at the most retarded, smallest and stupidiest things ever. you would probably hear my laughter in class everyday, sorry i know i was very noisy. alvin's and weijie's nonsense never failed to make me laugh. and i always find myself smiling like some retard while reading sean's messages in class! lol. yay! i'm just very happy! and i hope i will always feel like this! :D
YAY LAUGHING IS CONTAGIOUS, HAPPINESS IS CONTAGIOUS! I SHALL SPREAD IT AROUND! DARLING I MISS MISS MISS MISS YOU. :D AND YES I KNOW YOU LOVE ME ALOT! HAHAHAH!
oh! darling! luckily you didn't buy the camera for me, or rather i didn't buy the camera i always wanted to! you know why! cause the sales person told me that they've launched a new sony camera! its 14.2 mega pixel! how cool is it. it will be out during these few days. they've all the colours except lime green. :( but i heard its better than the one i always wanted. the price is definitely better too. its 700 plus. where to get the money. :(
so after dinner, i happily carried the laptop to my room, having the thought that i could use it, explore and do whatever stupid stuff i like. but no, it wasn't like that. the internet just couldn't connect for i don't know what reason! i tried and tried and tried, for once i felt so helpless cause no one else could help me. since they're either busy, or don't know or they're not using singnet. how irritating. ahhh, except cheryl, but it still doesn't work. :( for that very moment, i really thought it would be best if i'm studying some IT course. lol. okay, it is still not connecting now, i'm gonna leave it alone. hopefully, it decides to be obedient tomorrow and it can connect! yay! :D
today, i woke up feeling like my old self. perhaps cause i've read this person's blog i saw on yahoo. probably you guys have heard about her, shin. some cancer patient. and on her blog she wrote something like, 'My least proud moments are too many to list. My happiest moments are now. My unhappiest moments are too few and too unimportant to remember.' okay, i shall bear this in mind. :D
ever since school ended, i mean i'm happy but i don't get to laugh as much when i was in class. i remember i would laugh very loudly at the most retarded, smallest and stupidiest things ever. you would probably hear my laughter in class everyday, sorry i know i was very noisy. alvin's and weijie's nonsense never failed to make me laugh. and i always find myself smiling like some retard while reading sean's messages in class! lol. yay! i'm just very happy! and i hope i will always feel like this! :D
YAY LAUGHING IS CONTAGIOUS, HAPPINESS IS CONTAGIOUS! I SHALL SPREAD IT AROUND! DARLING I MISS MISS MISS MISS YOU. :D AND YES I KNOW YOU LOVE ME ALOT! HAHAHAH!
Monday, February 23, 2009
THE SHOW! :D
just happened to chance upon this song on imeem. i think this song is damn cute. although it might sound a little kiddish or nonsensical or whatever. listen to the lyrics okay. its damn cute and it makes sense. lol. slow it down, make it stop, else my heart is going to pop! :D
actually it feels rather good to be at home after many days of going out. at this very minute, i feel especially calm, i don't know why. perhaps cause my house is very very quiet. i can hear and feel nothing except my breathing. can you imagine the pin drop silence? okay, and now my brother has to spoil it by kicking the soccer ball. -.-
you know there're times when you don't feel like talking at all? you just feel like typing or writing it out? or nothing at all. just sit there, not think about anything and not talk. today feels like the day for me. lol. i feel like going to the airport again. last last week, i think i wasn't thinking. i actually said i wanna see planes at 10pm. so justin had to follow me and jessica there. and when we're there, i realised the sky was too dark. nothing can be seen. i'm such an asshole right. lol. i love seeing planes taking off, i don't know why, but it feels good. :D
actually it feels rather good to be at home after many days of going out. at this very minute, i feel especially calm, i don't know why. perhaps cause my house is very very quiet. i can hear and feel nothing except my breathing. can you imagine the pin drop silence? okay, and now my brother has to spoil it by kicking the soccer ball. -.-
you know there're times when you don't feel like talking at all? you just feel like typing or writing it out? or nothing at all. just sit there, not think about anything and not talk. today feels like the day for me. lol. i feel like going to the airport again. last last week, i think i wasn't thinking. i actually said i wanna see planes at 10pm. so justin had to follow me and jessica there. and when we're there, i realised the sky was too dark. nothing can be seen. i'm such an asshole right. lol. i love seeing planes taking off, i don't know why, but it feels good. :D
I AM THAT BORED.
1. What have you been doing recently ? eat, sleep, shit, play.
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off ? unless my phone's low batt and i'm sleeping.
3. What happened at 10am today ? i woke up to pee.
4. When did you last cry ? 3 days ago.
5. Believe in fate/destiny ? i guess so
6. What do you want in your whole life now ? love and peace.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood ? i love walking in the rain!
8. What your favourite thing to have on your bed ? my bolster!
9. What bottoms are you wearing now ? fbt shorts
10. What is the nicest thing in your inbox ? i don't like to check my email.
11. Do you tend to make relationship complicated ? complicated, as in?
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone ? nope.
13. What is the last movie you caught ? i forgot. its been long long time since i watched a movie.
14. What are you proud of ? eh, nothing?
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox says ? sleeping?
16. What is the last song you sang out loud ? crush
17. Do you have any nicknames? yes -.-
18. What does your last receive text message says ? yeah, but we can't work for a month.
19. What time did you go to bed last night ? 4 am.
20. Are you currently happy ? no. but i'm not angry or sad either.
21. Who gives you the best advice ? my mom i guess.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ? noo.
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ? cheryl
24. Is smth bugging you now ? i don't think so.
25. What/who was the last person who made you laugh ? my darling.
26. Do you wear toe socks ? ehhhh, nope.
27. Who is the last person you missed a call from ? karina
28. Have you ever had your heart broken ? yes
29. What annoys you most in a person ? when you promise me something yet you forgot.
30. Do you have a crush on someone ? more than that.
31. Have you ever done cocaine ? what's cocaine?
32. Whats the colour of your room ? white
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks ? for what? -.-
34. -35. Who was the last person who lie on your bed? myself.
36. Who was the last person to hug you ? my darling.
37. Did you see the last person you kissed recently ? yesterday.
38. Do you have a life ? YES I DO.
39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they didnt ? in tv shows, yes.
40. What is the reason behind your blog song ? i don't know. i think its cute and i love the lyrics. ' slow it down, make it slow, else my heart is going to pop! '
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off ? unless my phone's low batt and i'm sleeping.
3. What happened at 10am today ? i woke up to pee.
4. When did you last cry ? 3 days ago.
5. Believe in fate/destiny ? i guess so
6. What do you want in your whole life now ? love and peace.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood ? i love walking in the rain!
8. What your favourite thing to have on your bed ? my bolster!
9. What bottoms are you wearing now ? fbt shorts
10. What is the nicest thing in your inbox ? i don't like to check my email.
11. Do you tend to make relationship complicated ? complicated, as in?
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone ? nope.
13. What is the last movie you caught ? i forgot. its been long long time since i watched a movie.
14. What are you proud of ? eh, nothing?
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox says ? sleeping?
16. What is the last song you sang out loud ? crush
17. Do you have any nicknames? yes -.-
18. What does your last receive text message says ? yeah, but we can't work for a month.
19. What time did you go to bed last night ? 4 am.
20. Are you currently happy ? no. but i'm not angry or sad either.
21. Who gives you the best advice ? my mom i guess.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ? noo.
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ? cheryl
24. Is smth bugging you now ? i don't think so.
25. What/who was the last person who made you laugh ? my darling.
26. Do you wear toe socks ? ehhhh, nope.
27. Who is the last person you missed a call from ? karina
28. Have you ever had your heart broken ? yes
29. What annoys you most in a person ? when you promise me something yet you forgot.
30. Do you have a crush on someone ? more than that.
31. Have you ever done cocaine ? what's cocaine?
32. Whats the colour of your room ? white
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks ? for what? -.-
34. -35. Who was the last person who lie on your bed? myself.
36. Who was the last person to hug you ? my darling.
37. Did you see the last person you kissed recently ? yesterday.
38. Do you have a life ? YES I DO.
39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they didnt ? in tv shows, yes.
40. What is the reason behind your blog song ? i don't know. i think its cute and i love the lyrics. ' slow it down, make it slow, else my heart is going to pop! '
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams ? erm, i forgot, some man trying to catch me.
42. Last time you smiled ? while answering the previous question.
43. Have you changed this year ? this is just the beginning of the year.
44. What are you listening to right now ? the show!
45. Are you talking to someone while doing this ? don't feel like talking now.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ? obviously i walk with my eyes open!
47. Is there a quote you live by ? it will all get better in time.
48. Do you want someone you can nvr have ? i don't think so. no, i don't want.
49. Have you ever played an instrument ? violin, viola, recorder!
50. What was the worst idea you've had this week ? don't wish to remember
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm ? sean's place. watching the pianist.
52. Are you happy with your love life now ? i guess so.
53. What song best describes your love life? love story? :D
54. Does the person knows you like him/her ? sean, do you know that i love you?
55. Who makes you laugh? as long as i feel like laughing, everybody can make me laugh.
56. Do you speak other languages other than english ? mandarin. abit of teochew.
57. Favourite websites ? don't have.
58. Whats your middle name? Lai
59. No qns.
60. What do you think you are like? a very short person with two hands, two legs, ten toes and fingers.
61. Who will you choose to die with? alone. why would i want people to die with me -.-
62. Where have you been today ? all along at home.
63. What games do you play often ? ehh, i don't play games anymore.
64. Who are you missing now? nobody.
65. If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose? since i can't choose both, then i won't choose any.
66. What are you doing right now ? doing this 100 questions quiz.
67. Which primary sch are you from ? rulang primary and park view primary.
68. Name 3 colours you like? i love telling people my fav colours! blue, pink and milky green!
69. What emotion do you like to show ? i show all actually. but of course when i'm happy.
70. What is your life to you ? interesting journey filled with ugly humans.
71. If you have something bothering you what will you do ? cry and get over it. i'm really a cry baby.
72. Who did you last chat on msn today ? justin
73. Who do you admire the most ? admire. hmm, no idea.
74. Which month are you born in ? i'm a october baby.
75. How are you feeling right now ? nothing.
76-77. What is the time is it now? 7.10 pm.
78. What colour did you use to dye your hair ? i don't dye my hair.
42. Last time you smiled ? while answering the previous question.
43. Have you changed this year ? this is just the beginning of the year.
44. What are you listening to right now ? the show!
45. Are you talking to someone while doing this ? don't feel like talking now.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ? obviously i walk with my eyes open!
47. Is there a quote you live by ? it will all get better in time.
48. Do you want someone you can nvr have ? i don't think so. no, i don't want.
49. Have you ever played an instrument ? violin, viola, recorder!
50. What was the worst idea you've had this week ? don't wish to remember
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm ? sean's place. watching the pianist.
52. Are you happy with your love life now ? i guess so.
53. What song best describes your love life? love story? :D
54. Does the person knows you like him/her ? sean, do you know that i love you?
55. Who makes you laugh? as long as i feel like laughing, everybody can make me laugh.
56. Do you speak other languages other than english ? mandarin. abit of teochew.
57. Favourite websites ? don't have.
58. Whats your middle name? Lai
59. No qns.
60. What do you think you are like? a very short person with two hands, two legs, ten toes and fingers.
61. Who will you choose to die with? alone. why would i want people to die with me -.-
62. Where have you been today ? all along at home.
63. What games do you play often ? ehh, i don't play games anymore.
64. Who are you missing now? nobody.
65. If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose? since i can't choose both, then i won't choose any.
66. What are you doing right now ? doing this 100 questions quiz.
67. Which primary sch are you from ? rulang primary and park view primary.
68. Name 3 colours you like? i love telling people my fav colours! blue, pink and milky green!
69. What emotion do you like to show ? i show all actually. but of course when i'm happy.
70. What is your life to you ? interesting journey filled with ugly humans.
71. If you have something bothering you what will you do ? cry and get over it. i'm really a cry baby.
72. Who did you last chat on msn today ? justin
73. Who do you admire the most ? admire. hmm, no idea.
74. Which month are you born in ? i'm a october baby.
75. How are you feeling right now ? nothing.
76-77. What is the time is it now? 7.10 pm.
78. What colour did you use to dye your hair ? i don't dye my hair.
79. Why are you doing this quiz ? obviously cause i'm bored.
80. What do you do when you are moody? whine. or sleep. or be autistic.
81. At which age do you wish to get married ? 30
82. Who is more impt to you? everybody is.
83. If today was the last day of your life what would you do? sleep early and have sweet dreams.
84. Who is the person you trust the most? actually all my friends.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? i don't know. haven't seen one.
86. If a dream came true what would it be? i'm princess living in a pink filled castle. :D
87. What is your goal for this year? no idea yet. :D
88. No qns.
89. What feeling do you love the most? happy and being loved.
90. Do you think its global warming now? everyone says it is. so it is.
91. What feeling do you hate the most? what else other than disappointment.
92. Do you like quizzes? i guess so. it kills time when i'm bored.
93. Do you believe in God ? hmmm, yes :D
94. Who cares for you the most? my mom? sean? my friends?
95. What do you think is the most impt thing in your life? being able to adapt and learn.
96. What will you bring when you fight? i'll answer it next time when i fight.
97. What have you regretted during your whole life? i hope not.
98. What would you do if nobody cared for you? i would. ermmm. care for myself?
99. What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two timed you? i would start thinking why did i choose him as my boyfriend. and perhaps he's not the one for me. if i can, i would forgive.
80. What do you do when you are moody? whine. or sleep. or be autistic.
81. At which age do you wish to get married ? 30
82. Who is more impt to you? everybody is.
83. If today was the last day of your life what would you do? sleep early and have sweet dreams.
84. Who is the person you trust the most? actually all my friends.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? i don't know. haven't seen one.
86. If a dream came true what would it be? i'm princess living in a pink filled castle. :D
87. What is your goal for this year? no idea yet. :D
88. No qns.
89. What feeling do you love the most? happy and being loved.
90. Do you think its global warming now? everyone says it is. so it is.
91. What feeling do you hate the most? what else other than disappointment.
92. Do you like quizzes? i guess so. it kills time when i'm bored.
93. Do you believe in God ? hmmm, yes :D
94. Who cares for you the most? my mom? sean? my friends?
95. What do you think is the most impt thing in your life? being able to adapt and learn.
96. What will you bring when you fight? i'll answer it next time when i fight.
97. What have you regretted during your whole life? i hope not.
98. What would you do if nobody cared for you? i would. ermmm. care for myself?
99. What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two timed you? i would start thinking why did i choose him as my boyfriend. and perhaps he's not the one for me. if i can, i would forgive.
YOU GOT ME HYPNOTISED, SO MESMERISED.
today's weather is really really nice and cooling. what an ideal day for sleeping. :D so i reluctantly got up at three. lol. waited for the rain to stop and went to sean's place. we did nothing but watch tv tv tv tv and tv. wanted to watch pink panther, but i'm sucha poor ass and i can't afford to. so decided to stay at home. i literally left no notes, no coins in my wallet. :( i can't wait for wednesday to go swimmming! :D hopefully, my mom will be back by then..
i feel rather small at times, its just like me against the whole world. i wish i could stay in my childhood years forever. so carefree, simple, innocent, happy and easily contented. just the sight of toys and sweets would burst all those unhappy thoughts and stop all the tears. i hate growing up, cause it brings along greater responsibilities, more problems and problems and problems. and things get more complicated. i'm getting sick of complaining this over and over and again. okay, maybe its just me. so i guess i shall let nature takes its course. yes yes, it will all get better in time. :D .
do you ever think when you're all alone
all that we can be, where this thing can go?
am i crazy or falling in love?
is it real or is it just another crush?
do you catch a breath when i look at you,
are you holding back like the way i do?
i feel rather small at times, its just like me against the whole world. i wish i could stay in my childhood years forever. so carefree, simple, innocent, happy and easily contented. just the sight of toys and sweets would burst all those unhappy thoughts and stop all the tears. i hate growing up, cause it brings along greater responsibilities, more problems and problems and problems. and things get more complicated. i'm getting sick of complaining this over and over and again. okay, maybe its just me. so i guess i shall let nature takes its course. yes yes, it will all get better in time. :D .
do you ever think when you're all alone
all that we can be, where this thing can go?
am i crazy or falling in love?
is it real or is it just another crush?
do you catch a breath when i look at you,
are you holding back like the way i do?
Saturday, February 21, 2009
MONEY MONEY MONEY
its really boring at home. i wanna go out but i've got no money. ahhh, i still prefer daily allowance, at least i still get money the next day if i spent all my money today. i wanna ask for more but my mom's overseas. how how how. as poor as a church mouse. i can't believe i spent so much. and the thing is i don't know what i spent on. two hundred bucks is more than enough for a week. but why the hell am i still complaining that i've got no money. -.- now i understand why people won't get enough of money. cause the more you have the more you spend! i think i need a personal financial assistant to teach me how to spend money wisely. lol. and its still sucha long way to payday. :( HOW TO GO OUT LIKE THAT. UGH.
make a wish, take a chance,
make a change
and breakaway.
make a wish, take a chance,
make a change
and breakaway.
DAMN KIASU
went to lavender food court to have our lunch and dinner, then went over to jalan besar stadium. okay, we're really the typical singaporeans. damn kiasu. lol. just for that free macdonald meal, we reached there one and a half hour earlier. and its some budget meal. lol.
thereafter went to weiyang's bbq! happy birthday! is it belated or advance? lol. all the food that i was craving for yesterday, i had it today! just now! ahahhaha! abit paiseh cause i think i ate alot. :D but its damn niceeeee okay. plus i was hungry. sat down and talked for a while then home sweet home!!
i think i'm losing myself. i'm not how i was in the past. and its rather annoying to know that. if only i could turn back time, then perhaps, i would have realised ... okay, i hope it'll all get better in time. i feel every ounce of me screaming out, but the sound was trapped deep within. okay, i may sound emo, but i'm perfectly fine okay. lol.
thereafter went to weiyang's bbq! happy birthday! is it belated or advance? lol. all the food that i was craving for yesterday, i had it today! just now! ahahhaha! abit paiseh cause i think i ate alot. :D but its damn niceeeee okay. plus i was hungry. sat down and talked for a while then home sweet home!!
i think i'm losing myself. i'm not how i was in the past. and its rather annoying to know that. if only i could turn back time, then perhaps, i would have realised ... okay, i hope it'll all get better in time. i feel every ounce of me screaming out, but the sound was trapped deep within. okay, i may sound emo, but i'm perfectly fine okay. lol.
Friday, February 20, 2009
FIVENONE!
dont read it if you think its too long. lol.
what's a suitable word to replace 'miss'? or a better verb to further emphasize on the word 'miss'. okay i know i shouldn't be saying this already but i really really miss the class a lot. :( i still don't wanna move on to tertiary education cause i still don't bear to use past tense when it comes to my secondary school days. or rather, i can't and refuse believe five years passed in the wink of an eye. those days were so fun, funny, sad, teary, annoying, irritating, tiring, stressful, happy, noisy, bitchy. okay, the fun and laughter we had was beyond beggar description, i swear you've to experience it yourself. the angry, annoyed, irritated faces of our teachers made us laugh like crazy. all the nicknames we had for them, and all the nursery rhymes we came up with. i had my fair share of laughter and tears.
my friends and i used to see each other everyday, spent our lunch breaks and recess together. go toilet together, tie our hair and stuff. and now it feels like something's missing cause we only get to see each other once or twice in a week. how sad can that be. used to have lunch with melanie and josephine everyday after school taking cab back together. and during free periods, at times i'll be over at melanie's place, gossiping. hahaha. what's new? girls' nature please. :D but ahhh, what's happening now man. everyone's busy with their own life and all. but nevermind, we're meeting up soon right? the buffet at tanjong katong! :D yay! eat and cab again! :D
at the age of sixteen or rather seventeen, who will get excited when there's mee siam on that day? and do the stupidest thing on earth? me and karina! hahahaha. stupid i tell you. and she's always the one whom i'll always talk to when i'm angry or sad. both of us will start whining, complaining and all, but will end off with shopping or eating. lol. who will sing with me and pack my file for me in class? Xinyi! but ah, doesn't even contact her anymore. eh, where have you been to man! seems like you're too busy with your boyfriend eh! lol. who will try to make jokes that are not funny but will end up laughing herself? goes shopping with me, always accompanying me to different places, and always doing retarded stuff ? Puay joo! and not to mention, she can't laugh silently! hahahaha!
and yes, michelle! hahahah! i think you're the only one who would go crazy with me! hopping our way to bedok 85 from tanah merah interchange. whenever we're tired after the puma sales, we'll start playing, buying lollipops and all. we were so noisy and kiddish, so much so that emyza and sean said they're bringing some kids out! but nevertheless, it's fun right! remember, ' whenever you're down or tired, turn to lollipops! ' :D
was talking to emyza just now and ahh. can't believe we actually sat near each other for the past five years. sec 1 and sec 3, we sat beside each other. sec 2, 4 and 5 he sat right infront of me. mr das actually called him my honeymoon partner. lol. and he said i was always telling him to straighten his table and arrange those worksheets under the table. hahahah, i actually forgot about it. but come to think of it, i think i remembered already. there was this period of time when emyza went crazy, always turning back to say those stupid and retarded stuff like, ' its so hot, is it me or the weather? ' pretty annoying you know. hahahaha. or at times he'll show me his love letters! i actually get to read it. remember during sec 3, we kept scribbling on this stupid notepad and dominic thought there was something going on between us? lol.
that day was my last day working with alvin and he actually said something sad. ' eh, let's take a photo, maybe it'll be our last photo.' ' don't know when can i see you all again.' don't worry okay, we'll class gathering again when everyone's free! and then we can take lots of photos! you damn annoying, always asking if i will miss you and stuff, yes la yes la, i will. hahaha. cause we've been rather close for this five years. i'll always remember your nonsense, how you never failed to irritate and the next second you made me laugh. lol. how you always used to bitch like a girl. you gossip more than me okay! :D thanks for always paying for the drinks when we're working together. :D
i think its rather funny. me and jessica were classmates for five years. i mean, we were close when we were in sec one, then not anymore. but the thing is, when she got together with kean, and i got together with sean, both of us got close again. we started talking, texting, asking each other out. and at times we'll whine about how the 'S' and 'K' drives the two 'Js' crazy. hahha. its damn retarded. and jessica, so i suppose you've seen the uglier side of me when i was crying, telling you how sad i was. asking you why our boyfriends are like that. funny funny. wild wild wet soon okay! :D
okay, i've got more to say but ermm, i think i should stop. cause i were to type everything, your eyes would probably be tired and not wanna read anymore. hahaha.
HUNGRY AGAIN :(
ITS PRETTY MUCH ANNOYING WHEN I WANNA EAT SOMETHING AND MY MONSTER APPETITE WENT MISSING.
I WANT TO EAT BBQ FOOD. SATAYS, CHICKEN WINGS, FISH, UNAGI, SQUIDS, PRAWNS, CRABMEAT, HOTDOGS, CORN, SWEET POTATO, MARSHMALLOWS! I'M DAMN HUNGRY AGAIN AGAIN, YET AGAIN!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE!
and no, i didn't walked to East Coast Park to catch the sunrise. cause its dark and cold and its lonely and scary. wanted to go breakfast with jessica and justin but no, we all ended up sleeping. lol. we're the three Js! :D!
apparently in the afternoon, i think something went wrong in me. i'm sorry. but then i really wanna pass that to you by today what! its just you know, when i have something for you and i don't get to pass it to you like how i wanted, i'll be sad. cause i thought you'll be happy when you see it. you know you know? ahhh k, nevermind.
went to watch sleague again. that was stupid. stupid game i must say. i'm already poor enough, spending money on food, taxi fare. and to add on to it, i keep losing moneyyy. asshole. UGH. i must remember, for the love of the game. FOR THE LOVE OF THE GAME. -.- during the game, cause me and jess was too bored, we decided to colour our lips with m&ms! BLUE, GREEN, RED. childish i know but it reminds me of the time when i'm much younger. i used to do that alot. and i think i need to ask for allowance already since my mom's going overseas. else i'm gonna starve for the whole of next week. pathetic right!
ahhh, i think my body's falling apart. its aching like crap. i also didn't exercise or whatnot. -.- my fingers, toes, hands and legs are dropping!
i'm joycethesweetheartandthesmartiepants! :D
apparently in the afternoon, i think something went wrong in me. i'm sorry. but then i really wanna pass that to you by today what! its just you know, when i have something for you and i don't get to pass it to you like how i wanted, i'll be sad. cause i thought you'll be happy when you see it. you know you know? ahhh k, nevermind.
went to watch sleague again. that was stupid. stupid game i must say. i'm already poor enough, spending money on food, taxi fare. and to add on to it, i keep losing moneyyy. asshole. UGH. i must remember, for the love of the game. FOR THE LOVE OF THE GAME. -.- during the game, cause me and jess was too bored, we decided to colour our lips with m&ms! BLUE, GREEN, RED. childish i know but it reminds me of the time when i'm much younger. i used to do that alot. and i think i need to ask for allowance already since my mom's going overseas. else i'm gonna starve for the whole of next week. pathetic right!
ahhh, i think my body's falling apart. its aching like crap. i also didn't exercise or whatnot. -.- my fingers, toes, hands and legs are dropping!
i'm joycethesweetheartandthesmartiepants! :D
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
HUNGRY :(
i literally slept my whole day away. look at the time now, i just woke up not long ago. how awesome. i'm actually thinking if i would fall asleep tonight, or i should just start walking to East Coast Park to catch the sunrise. i'm super super hungry and i'm equally lazy to buy my own food. ah what's new. and i feel bad asking sean to buy for me since he's sick. get well soon okay! :D so freddo shall be my breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper for today!
ahhh, i'm sosososo hungry. :( i feel like taking a cab to bedok 85, tapao all the nice food and eat. i wanna eat the stingray, satays, carrot cake, minced meat noodles. then again, i feel like eating the food at marche. i miss the food there, especially the rosti and fruit crepes. ah okay, the more i type, the hungrier i get, so i should stop.
ahhh, i'm sosososo hungry. :( i feel like taking a cab to bedok 85, tapao all the nice food and eat. i wanna eat the stingray, satays, carrot cake, minced meat noodles. then again, i feel like eating the food at marche. i miss the food there, especially the rosti and fruit crepes. ah okay, the more i type, the hungrier i get, so i should stop.
HELLO DARK CIRCLES!
T shirt-Shontelle
Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late
but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause,
I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In bed I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong
but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping,
but I didn't get past the door and,
now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go
and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I,
really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment,
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In bed I lay.
Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In bed I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
With nothing but your t-shirt on
its seven minutes to three. i'm damn tired now but my legs refused to carry me to the bed. and my dark circles are getting darker means i'm getting uglier. :( and darling, i miss you i miss you i miss you. why are you sleeping. :( okay, maybe i should rephrase, why am i not sleeping yet. lol.
Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late
but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause,
I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In bed I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong
but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping,
but I didn't get past the door and,
now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go
and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I,
really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment,
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In bed I lay.
Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In bed I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
With nothing but your t-shirt on
its seven minutes to three. i'm damn tired now but my legs refused to carry me to the bed. and my dark circles are getting darker means i'm getting uglier. :( and darling, i miss you i miss you i miss you. why are you sleeping. :( okay, maybe i should rephrase, why am i not sleeping yet. lol.
NOSTALGIA
finally had KFC in the evening. i was craving for that ever since i read cheryl's blog. lol. sean and i went to look for justin at ncr to teach him top ten. lol. hello seven bucks, where are you!
ahhhhhhh, i wanna go swimming. :( i wanna go to the one at jurong, anchorvale and wild wild wet. i wanna go and watch disney on ice too! its damn nice seeing those disney characters skating on ice. i wanted to watch cinderella previously, but i missed it. :( that's probably cause i've deprived childhood. michelle michelle, do you really really wanna go! cause i really really wanna go! :D
just received ngee ann's enrolment package. that means i need to register and pay the school fees soon. ahhh, i want school to start soon, cause i wanna know how's poly life like. but again i dont want school to start cause i've become lazy after all these months of resting. then again, i'm afraid i can't meet up my friends as often. its happening now, let alone a few months later. when is our class gonna meet up? when do we have the chance to make fun of each other again? :(
it starts with my soul and i lose all control,
when you kiss my nose, the feeling shows.
cause you made me smile, baby just take your time now,
holding me tight.
ahhhhhhh, i wanna go swimming. :( i wanna go to the one at jurong, anchorvale and wild wild wet. i wanna go and watch disney on ice too! its damn nice seeing those disney characters skating on ice. i wanted to watch cinderella previously, but i missed it. :( that's probably cause i've deprived childhood. michelle michelle, do you really really wanna go! cause i really really wanna go! :D
just received ngee ann's enrolment package. that means i need to register and pay the school fees soon. ahhh, i want school to start soon, cause i wanna know how's poly life like. but again i dont want school to start cause i've become lazy after all these months of resting. then again, i'm afraid i can't meet up my friends as often. its happening now, let alone a few months later. when is our class gonna meet up? when do we have the chance to make fun of each other again? :(
it starts with my soul and i lose all control,
when you kiss my nose, the feeling shows.
cause you made me smile, baby just take your time now,
holding me tight.
Monday, February 16, 2009
HASSAN SUNNY TO THE RESCUE! :D
my back's aching like hell. it must be due to the continuous and excessive walking on 14th and 15th. so i was walking like a granny today. went to funan, wanted to look for my lime green fujistu laptop. after looking for so long, only did i realise it was dell who has lime green laptop and not fujistu. what's more, fujistu laptops are equally heavy. so i've decided on what i wanted to get! :D
had haagen dazs at tampines mall. last time, every weekend i used to go to town with puay joo and yanhua and we'll have haagen dazs. the prices were still reasonable back then. but now, oh my god, the prices increase alot alot. fondue was twenty plus for two pax, and now, fondue is forty five bucks for two pax. its totally crazy man.
went to watch s league in the evening. ahhh, what is tampines without hassan sunny, he really saved the day! :D
i wish everyday's like today, yesterday and the day before yesterday.
had haagen dazs at tampines mall. last time, every weekend i used to go to town with puay joo and yanhua and we'll have haagen dazs. the prices were still reasonable back then. but now, oh my god, the prices increase alot alot. fondue was twenty plus for two pax, and now, fondue is forty five bucks for two pax. its totally crazy man.
went to watch s league in the evening. ahhh, what is tampines without hassan sunny, he really saved the day! :D
i wish everyday's like today, yesterday and the day before yesterday.
PICTURES! :D
11th February.
actually there're more photos, but ahh, i'm lazy to upload cause i dont wanna wait. karina will post it up soon i suppose. lol. and its fifteen minutes to three, i need to sleep!
actually there're more photos, but ahh, i'm lazy to upload cause i dont wanna wait. karina will post it up soon i suppose. lol. and its fifteen minutes to three, i need to sleep!SEVENTEEN!
and so today, on the 15th, was actually the very first day we went out together last year after him asking me out for 6 months. so this made today our first year, no, seventeen months to be exact. but ah, we're not officially together, so we didn't really celebrate. its okay, as long as we spent the day together. :D
met up with him in the afternoon and went to suntec. on our way, we saw karina, the birthday girl! happy birthday! belated present once again, sorry. but its the thought that counts right? :D ate at pepper lunch! today's the very first time i ate there. its nice when you get to cook the food yourself. okay, not really cook, just tossing and turning it around to ensure its cooked. fun fun fun! :D ate carls juniors for dinner and went to his place to fix lego! the lego is damn cute, its some spongebob thing. to think he's already eighteen and he's fixing it. lol.
and then, we began talking about us. okay, i. hahahah. okay darling, i know you don't like talking about it. but whenever we talk about it, it makes me fall all over in love with you again. :D
yay! europe europe i'm coming! i've got the best mom in the universe ever. actually i think i'm a really really spoilt. damn spoilt. seriously spoilt. i argued with my mom, i don't wanna talk to her, i don't wanna apologise first. and she was the one who started texting me, asking if i've enough money. and asking if i wanna go to europe cause i've been whining for a few years. ah, what more can i ask for? :D
met up with him in the afternoon and went to suntec. on our way, we saw karina, the birthday girl! happy birthday! belated present once again, sorry. but its the thought that counts right? :D ate at pepper lunch! today's the very first time i ate there. its nice when you get to cook the food yourself. okay, not really cook, just tossing and turning it around to ensure its cooked. fun fun fun! :D ate carls juniors for dinner and went to his place to fix lego! the lego is damn cute, its some spongebob thing. to think he's already eighteen and he's fixing it. lol.
and then, we began talking about us. okay, i. hahahah. okay darling, i know you don't like talking about it. but whenever we talk about it, it makes me fall all over in love with you again. :D
yay! europe europe i'm coming! i've got the best mom in the universe ever. actually i think i'm a really really spoilt. damn spoilt. seriously spoilt. i argued with my mom, i don't wanna talk to her, i don't wanna apologise first. and she was the one who started texting me, asking if i've enough money. and asking if i wanna go to europe cause i've been whining for a few years. ah, what more can i ask for? :D
I'M A HAPPY GIRL! :D
yay! am very glad that valentine's day and sean's birthday turned out well. valentine's day is the only day when you see ladies walking with roses in their hands and it looked normal. sorry, i know i suck at keeping things from you. but hey, its already an accomplishment you know, usually i can't keep things from you for more than a minute, let alone a day. but i did it for three weeks! :D
so on the 14th, went over to his house to give him his present first. he made a very very big and red and cute valentine's day card for me! awww, that's really sweet darling, thanks alot alot. :D thereafter we went to fareast. oh my god, i hate it whenever i don't have the money yet i see many many things that i like. i saw a pair of vans flats, its damn nice, okay, normal looking actually. and its hundred bucks. i saw this gap jacket which i long wanted, again its hundred bucks. -.- tell me how irritating it is to see something you really like, but you dont have the money to buy.
okay, so we actually agreed that, first half of the day he will plan, and second half of the day, i'll plan. then it was time to the beach! i think i'm either stupid or retarded, we literally walked whole of the beach when there were buses. sorry, i made you pespired like crazy i know. lol. finally when we reached pit 59, his friends started singing birthday song! hahahah! i bet you were touched right? :D bbq, ate, talked, laughed, cut cake, played sparkles. and then it was time to play werewolf! it was damn fun i tell you! accusing each other, trying to make people believe you, trying to make yourself sound really innocent and all. lol.
when kean and jessica left, we went to climb the spiderweb! and actually i was wearing dress. :D but nevermind, i was the last to climb, and the guys were kind enough to let me come down first. lol. i wanted to post the pictures, but they are all with arielle so have to wait. alright, to sum up the day, it was fun and noisy and awesome and lovely and good and tired and unforgettable. :D
so on the 14th, went over to his house to give him his present first. he made a very very big and red and cute valentine's day card for me! awww, that's really sweet darling, thanks alot alot. :D thereafter we went to fareast. oh my god, i hate it whenever i don't have the money yet i see many many things that i like. i saw a pair of vans flats, its damn nice, okay, normal looking actually. and its hundred bucks. i saw this gap jacket which i long wanted, again its hundred bucks. -.- tell me how irritating it is to see something you really like, but you dont have the money to buy.
okay, so we actually agreed that, first half of the day he will plan, and second half of the day, i'll plan. then it was time to the beach! i think i'm either stupid or retarded, we literally walked whole of the beach when there were buses. sorry, i made you pespired like crazy i know. lol. finally when we reached pit 59, his friends started singing birthday song! hahahah! i bet you were touched right? :D bbq, ate, talked, laughed, cut cake, played sparkles. and then it was time to play werewolf! it was damn fun i tell you! accusing each other, trying to make people believe you, trying to make yourself sound really innocent and all. lol.
when kean and jessica left, we went to climb the spiderweb! and actually i was wearing dress. :D but nevermind, i was the last to climb, and the guys were kind enough to let me come down first. lol. i wanted to post the pictures, but they are all with arielle so have to wait. alright, to sum up the day, it was fun and noisy and awesome and lovely and good and tired and unforgettable. :D
Friday, February 13, 2009
DARLING! FOR YOU!
we've been through so much for this past one year plus. from total strangers to classmates. from classmates to what we are now. so many break ups, so much tears, anger, disappointment, of course, laughter, happiness, surprises. things haven't really been on the bright side lately, but i hope we would make it better.
i know i haven't been the best of girlfriend. i whine, i cry and cry and cry, i get upset over the smallest and insignificant things on earth, i scream, i shout, i walk away, i ignore. i'm irritating, i'm unreasonable, i'm sensitive, i'm dependent, i always want things my way, i'm a cry baby, i don't take the initiative to apologise. i'm sorry.
so how now darling? regretted? and that you should find someone better? :(
anyway, even if you do,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!
all that i wanna say is written in the card. hope you like the present though its nothing expensive.
i need you like a heart needs a beat, its nothing new.
i know i haven't been the best of girlfriend. i whine, i cry and cry and cry, i get upset over the smallest and insignificant things on earth, i scream, i shout, i walk away, i ignore. i'm irritating, i'm unreasonable, i'm sensitive, i'm dependent, i always want things my way, i'm a cry baby, i don't take the initiative to apologise. i'm sorry.
so how now darling? regretted? and that you should find someone better? :(
anyway, even if you do,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!
all that i wanna say is written in the card. hope you like the present though its nothing expensive.
i need you like a heart needs a beat, its nothing new.
FUNNIEST FEELING
i think emotions in humans are the funniest thing on earth. take for example, tears, i've been always telling myself i'm sick and tired of crying, i won't cry anymore, i won't cry for anything that's not worth my tears. but in the end, i still find myself crying over the stupidest, worthless and smallest things that could ever happen. my brain's filled with a typical girl's mentality. i would hold everything very dear to my heart, always afraid of losing something. and when i finally have to leave, i'll feel sad, cause i can't bear to, i'll miss this, i'll miss that. at times, i feel really stupid for feeling sad over something i can't change. but i can't help it, its just part of my emotions. how i wish i'm a guy, then perhaps i'll be nonchalent to everything.
and anger, i constantly remind myself not to get angry over the smallest stuff, not to get paranoid, jealous and whatnot. but the feelings again just come naturally.
ahhh, i think my mom's still the best! even though i argued with her, she'll still be the one who talks to me first, ask me if i had my meals, do i have enough money, do i need her to fetch me when i'm going home late. or buy something just to make me happy. ah whatever, i know i'm spoilt. and today, just at that point of time when i was feeling really low, i saw her text. so sweet. :D
a day more to valentine's day. pandan cake. :D
and anger, i constantly remind myself not to get angry over the smallest stuff, not to get paranoid, jealous and whatnot. but the feelings again just come naturally.
ahhh, i think my mom's still the best! even though i argued with her, she'll still be the one who talks to me first, ask me if i had my meals, do i have enough money, do i need her to fetch me when i'm going home late. or buy something just to make me happy. ah whatever, i know i'm spoilt. and today, just at that point of time when i was feeling really low, i saw her text. so sweet. :D
a day more to valentine's day. pandan cake. :D
Thursday, February 12, 2009
REFRESHED YET IRRITATED
went out with karina today. shopped for a while and since both of us were tired, we went to party world! i know its rather stupid going there since there're only two of us. but its been sucha long long time since i last went there. had lots of fun laughing, singing and doing retarded stuff. after singing, i suddenly feel like joining choir again when i'm in np. but i like cheerleading and salsa too. :( and now, we're complaining about ... i hate it man seriously. what's with them. ughhhhhhh.
wanted to post pictures but since blogger's being so irritating, i should drop that thought.
i'm getting tired. should i believe in, ' all's well ends well ' or ' all good things come to an end '. its all so contradicting. i'm tired, i'm tired, i'm tired. maybe i should sleep soon since i'm working tomorrow. and dont talk to me okay, i don't wanna talk to you all.
wanted to post pictures but since blogger's being so irritating, i should drop that thought.
i'm getting tired. should i believe in, ' all's well ends well ' or ' all good things come to an end '. its all so contradicting. i'm tired, i'm tired, i'm tired. maybe i should sleep soon since i'm working tomorrow. and dont talk to me okay, i don't wanna talk to you all.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
FOOOOOOOOOD.
THAT'S ALL I EVER WANTED NOW :D
i'm damn hungry now. are you hungry after looking at these photos? :D its been sucha long time since i ate all these stuff. i'm craving for it nowwww. and my freddo! i haven't gotten it. :(
yay! right after i told sean i wanna have fondue, he made a reservation at lafondue at dempsey hill. oh my god, i love you i love you i love you!
THIS AINT A FAIRYTALE
yesterday's night was the most melancholiness and execrable night everr. oh my god, i'm sure nobody wants to go through that.
yay, finally its my turn to stay at home. i'm damn tired from consecutively two days of work. its really draining. now i see the reason why we must work on alternate days. okay, not exactly work. its 4pm now, but i'm still feeling as tired as yesterday. i need to sleep. i need to see freddo.
valentine's day is coming in four days time. its a day not only for couples, but for everyone to show their love to their love ones. i'm sure almost everyone already had that day planned out, where to go, what to do and stuff. that day will be more exciting since is his birthday, i hope it'll turn out well.
when you tell me that you love me, were those just words?
you can tell me you dont need me, and i know that hurts.
yay, finally its my turn to stay at home. i'm damn tired from consecutively two days of work. its really draining. now i see the reason why we must work on alternate days. okay, not exactly work. its 4pm now, but i'm still feeling as tired as yesterday. i need to sleep. i need to see freddo.
valentine's day is coming in four days time. its a day not only for couples, but for everyone to show their love to their love ones. i'm sure almost everyone already had that day planned out, where to go, what to do and stuff. that day will be more exciting since is his birthday, i hope it'll turn out well.
when you tell me that you love me, were those just words?
you can tell me you dont need me, and i know that hurts.
Monday, February 9, 2009
I'M TIRED.
One more moment - Ronin
Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain
And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you
Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory
And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down
And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you
Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong
whenever this song starts playing on my mp3, two incidents will pop in my head. first, was the time when i'm in Beijing. cause all the time, seven days there, i've been listening to only two songs. lol. One more moment and One step at a time. i'll recall the times when i sit by the window, wearing those thick winter coat, scarf and gloves. whenever i board the bus, i'll on my mp3 and whenever i listen to this song, i'll start to think of my friends and my darling. and when the moon waves hello, i will miss them even more. i wish i didn't had to go on holiday. cause i dont really wanna go to china at that time. the only thing i like was the very cold weather there. now, come to think of it, i kind of miss the place, cause it has nice candies and weather. :D
second, was. ah okay, i know i shouldn't be saying this. i know i should forgive and forget. but no, i guess that incident is too clingy, it doesnt wanna leave me. lol. i'll think of the time when we were working in the puma sales and then sean says ...
and today, i realised f&n coursework B though irritating, is rather useful. all the analysing and rephrasing of paragraphs are all that i'm doing now. drained.
Just stay a little while and hear me say
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain
And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you
Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory
And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down
And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you
Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong
whenever this song starts playing on my mp3, two incidents will pop in my head. first, was the time when i'm in Beijing. cause all the time, seven days there, i've been listening to only two songs. lol. One more moment and One step at a time. i'll recall the times when i sit by the window, wearing those thick winter coat, scarf and gloves. whenever i board the bus, i'll on my mp3 and whenever i listen to this song, i'll start to think of my friends and my darling. and when the moon waves hello, i will miss them even more. i wish i didn't had to go on holiday. cause i dont really wanna go to china at that time. the only thing i like was the very cold weather there. now, come to think of it, i kind of miss the place, cause it has nice candies and weather. :D
second, was. ah okay, i know i shouldn't be saying this. i know i should forgive and forget. but no, i guess that incident is too clingy, it doesnt wanna leave me. lol. i'll think of the time when we were working in the puma sales and then sean says ...
and today, i realised f&n coursework B though irritating, is rather useful. all the analysing and rephrasing of paragraphs are all that i'm doing now. drained.
Just stay a little while and hear me say
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
Sunday, February 8, 2009
FREDDO, WHERE'RE YOU? :(
I CAN'T FIND MY FREDDO ANYWHERE NEAR BY! :(
i'm gradually falling asleep as time passes and i need it to keep me awake. bought toblerone instead. but eeyer, it doesn't taste as nice already. it's not as chocolatey anymore. it taste like some normal gold coin chocolate. i want freddo! :(
i'm gradually falling asleep as time passes and i need it to keep me awake. bought toblerone instead. but eeyer, it doesn't taste as nice already. it's not as chocolatey anymore. it taste like some normal gold coin chocolate. i want freddo! :(
HELLO NCR!
i'm tired. don't feel like working at all. i need to sleep. and there's no one around to rush you for all the reports. so i can take my time. now i understand why sean did almost nothing but played psp the whole day. but what's so nice about digimon. -.-
and now, i'm craving for freddo! you know the frog shaped chocolate! the head is made of white chocolate and the body, milk chocolate! ah! its damn nice!
i think after working, my eyes became more sensitive to numbers and i'm getting sick of hearing the same old thing everyday. i think even after i stop working, these sentences will still stay in my head. lol.
' hello ncr! can i help you?'
' hello ncr! can you go to this place not! the machines down eh!'
' hello ncr! eh! where're you? i thought i ask you to go to jurong point!'
k i shall go and do my report already.
i'm not a princess
this aint a fairytale.
and now, i'm craving for freddo! you know the frog shaped chocolate! the head is made of white chocolate and the body, milk chocolate! ah! its damn nice!
i think after working, my eyes became more sensitive to numbers and i'm getting sick of hearing the same old thing everyday. i think even after i stop working, these sentences will still stay in my head. lol.
' hello ncr! can i help you?'
' hello ncr! can you go to this place not! the machines down eh!'
' hello ncr! eh! where're you? i thought i ask you to go to jurong point!'
k i shall go and do my report already.
i'm not a princess
this aint a fairytale.
7th! :D
today's the 7th! so met up with puay joo for dinner and had ice cream at ikeaaa. it still taste as good. :D went around courts to look for laptop. i think i look like some retard. usually when people buy laptop, they'll look at the ram, how many gb and all, but me! i look at nothing but just carry the laptop. i wanna to buy a laptop which is as light as possible. and i think i wanna get a LIME GREEN FUJITSU one! :D it looks damn cool, its light and its good for my eyes! :D yay! i can't wait to see the lime green laptop lying on my desk!
okay, its 0123am now. i'm damn tired, i think i should go bed knowing that there's work tomorrow. tomorrow's sunday and everyone gets to lie in their cozy warm beds till noon, but i've to get my ass moving at 6am. how sad. :(
once or twice was enough, and it was all in vain.
okay, its 0123am now. i'm damn tired, i think i should go bed knowing that there's work tomorrow. tomorrow's sunday and everyone gets to lie in their cozy warm beds till noon, but i've to get my ass moving at 6am. how sad. :(
once or twice was enough, and it was all in vain.
Friday, February 6, 2009
A SMILE, FINALLY. :D
i haven't been really happy ever since chinese new year. those smiles and laughter weren't from the bottom of my heart. it's physically and mentally exhausting when tears greet you each morning and it go to bed with you at night. imagine yourself crying for consecutively ten days and you'll know how it feels. through these days, i've understood many many stuff. all it takes its just ten days. i'm happy that things have changed for the better, as the saying goes, 'after a storm, comes a calm'. i guess its pretty much true. :D and i'm glad that i've friends who stood by me, and my love, of course.
sean,
i guess you must be tired of wiping my incessant tears away. and i'm glad that your hugs are always there when i needed it. i'm sorry if what i've told you did affect you in any way. or my mood has been affecting you. thank you for all that you've done, i really appreciate it. you made me realised how much you love me and how much i mean to you. and now, i love you becomes an understatement. cause my love for you is beyond beggar description and you know it.
cheryl,
thanks for always asking if i've enough cash, always offering me your atm card whenever you talk to me. and you're the only person who agrees with me initially. that's all i needed. i really appreciate it. thanks alot alot. i love you. :D
puay joo, karina,
i guess karina's the only person whom really know how i feel cause you went through it yourself. and puay joo who still meet me even though its really late in the night. thanks so much for listening. i love you all many many. :D
i hope things would stay in this way for long, till the end of time if possible. i know i'm greedy, but who doesn't want things to fall in place like how they always wanted it to be. of course, i'm not an exception. :D
sean,
i guess you must be tired of wiping my incessant tears away. and i'm glad that your hugs are always there when i needed it. i'm sorry if what i've told you did affect you in any way. or my mood has been affecting you. thank you for all that you've done, i really appreciate it. you made me realised how much you love me and how much i mean to you. and now, i love you becomes an understatement. cause my love for you is beyond beggar description and you know it.
cheryl,
thanks for always asking if i've enough cash, always offering me your atm card whenever you talk to me. and you're the only person who agrees with me initially. that's all i needed. i really appreciate it. thanks alot alot. i love you. :D
puay joo, karina,
i guess karina's the only person whom really know how i feel cause you went through it yourself. and puay joo who still meet me even though its really late in the night. thanks so much for listening. i love you all many many. :D
i hope things would stay in this way for long, till the end of time if possible. i know i'm greedy, but who doesn't want things to fall in place like how they always wanted it to be. of course, i'm not an exception. :D
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT? :D
yay! 20 mins for the report and finally i could have some free time! :D i spent time thinking if i should perm my hair. lol. all thanks to karina, cause she keeps saying that she wants to perm her hair. since few years agoooooooo. but apparently, i'm not that adventurous to try a new look. i scare i'll look weird. and puay joo keep emphasizing that perming your hair will make you look more mature. i still wanna look young though i'm gonna be eighteen this year. lol.
and yes, i'm so tempted to buy the ipod touch. its really much cheaper now. way more. lol. what's more there's free engraving and wrapping services. hmm.. i need to get my pay now! how i wish sean did buy clear on the liverpool match and i'll be rich. :D
hello lady luck, please be with me now and till the end of time. and i'll love you more than you know :D
my tears are turning into time.
i've wasted trying to find,
a reason for goodbye.
and yes, i'm so tempted to buy the ipod touch. its really much cheaper now. way more. lol. what's more there's free engraving and wrapping services. hmm.. i need to get my pay now! how i wish sean did buy clear on the liverpool match and i'll be rich. :D
hello lady luck, please be with me now and till the end of time. and i'll love you more than you know :D
my tears are turning into time.
i've wasted trying to find,
a reason for goodbye.
Monday, February 2, 2009
OFF, FINALLY.
CANDIES! :D
i'm damn poor now. okay, as poor as a church mouse. i don't have allowance. how pathetic is that. :( sean's birthday and valentine's day falls on the same day which means i need to buy present. then comes karina's birthday. and poly's starting soon which means i will need to get a new laptop. but how am i suppose to buy those stuff when i don't have the monehhhh. :(
Sunday, February 1, 2009
DRAINED.
its only 1pm and i'm mentally drained. my my, its not that i wanna complain but the job is tedious. reports after reports, folders, folders and more folders. its all just about atms, cam machines and pprint. and if you enter the wrong date or time, everything will go wrong and it'll be my fault. i'd rather go to the other team cause their job are less taxing. ahhhhh, man. i think henry should increase our pay. :D
i need to see sweets. not eat sweets but see. not a packet but a box! cause just the sight of colourful and pretty looking sweets would brighten up my day. :D
the more i try to feel the less i'm whole.
i need to see sweets. not eat sweets but see. not a packet but a box! cause just the sight of colourful and pretty looking sweets would brighten up my day. :D
the more i try to feel the less i'm whole.
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