Tuesday, June 30, 2009

PHOTO SHOOTS

i think photo shoots are the coolest stuff on earth. i mean, come on, which girl doesn't like photo shoots. k, leave that modeling purpose aside and emphasize on the fun and joy. it definitely feels good with make up artists around you, dolling you up and getting you ready for the shoot.

i wanna go for photo shoots too but its such an expensive shit. :(

BLANK

since i couldn't get to sleep and i haven't updated my blog yesterday, i should do it now. so much for going to bed at nine and this is what i get. waking up at such ungodly hour.

first day of school, monday blues. especially those who went for the camp. we were all super tired and quiet. but it wasn't that bad after all since there're only two tutorials. i swear my bmgt teacher is sucha granny. she keeps calling and texting me to give instructions to the class. -.-

met jessica after school because i randomly saw her online today and we decided to meet up. what's more its been so long since we update each other with our lives. finally had my putu piring and pudding milk tea. and i won't feel like eating putu piring for a few months cause it tasted a lil ... k, not as nice as what i ate the previous time.

and darling, cheer up alright. i'm sure every life experience could mould you into a stronger person. and when you've reached the lowest point of your life, the only way it could go is upwards. so don't worry. there's always a silver lining even in the darkest clouds. and you know i'll always be there for you. :)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

HOT NEWS

ahh, super drained after the camp. camp was good except the fact that i paid ten times more than everybody else.

first day was kinda boring since those dirty games were scheduled on the second day. but the night was super fun and high i swear. cause our room only have Tricia, fenglin and me, we ended up screaming, shouting and stacking on top of each other. doing those stupid and retarded stuff. especially the ' i want nobody nobody but you ' dance. didn't really get to sleep much since we ended up talking on the bed. lol. i love disturbing fenglin with that danceee! :D

second day was good. we played really fun games. we were supposed to climb up this hill filled with oil, soap and detergent. after everybody climbed up we slide down the hill. it was super duper fun cause eleven of us slide down together so the impact was quite big. and that explains the abrasions on my leg. from my ankle all the way to my ass. stupid, i shouldn't have wore fbt. or rather, i didn't know the grass could cut. i'm still kinda amazed by the abrasions since i've never gotten it before.

then we had dance party. all the groups were supposed to dress up their mascot and perform a dance. sean was the mascot for his team and he dressed up like Michael Jackson. although it was the fatter version of Michael Jackson, i swear he looks super hot with his sexy poses. i never knew he was like that. he's always so conservative about such stuff. hahhahah! i'm so proud of you, sean. :D after that we started dancing and i kinda got the experience of clubbing. it was damn fun but super tiring.

it was during the night when shit stuff begins. ahhahah! and that's when i realised i paid ten times more than everybody else did. cause when we went back to our room, our stuff was stolen. my hundred bucks. :( i haven't even used it and i lost it, how awesome. its really gracious of those people to take all the money and left us all with ten bucks to take a cab home. lol. police and cids came down, this and that, which made us stayed up till three.

then went to sean's room. and he's sucha a pork. he just went to sleep after playing the cards and left us all outside the living room. came home and i slept till eight plus. now i feel all my muscles aching like crap and i sound like a man. i heard that a girl in np has h1n1 and its from BFS. so hopefully hopefully, tonight we'll receive a text saying that holidays are extended. :D

camp was fun overall. what could be better than staying around with your friends and darling, talking about everything under the sun, playing games together and being retarded. :D

k, hot news. my boyfriend looked so hot yesterday, i wasn't expecting it. but i don't know why he kept saying he's embarrassed.

Friday, June 26, 2009

PORK FLU

The Health Ministry confirmed 95 new cases on Thursday, raising the total infected to 315.

Of the 25 new local infections, 10 are Butter Factory nightspot patrons and staff, four are from the Maju Camp cluster and two caught the virus from close contact with imported cases. Nine are linked to a new Republic Polytechnic cluster, which had three previous cases. The remaining 48 new cases are still being investigated.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

NOT AGAIN :(

yay, my brother's back from army camp. he looks like some Indian. super dark. and i finally understood why people always say boy will become a man when they go into army.

and Russel just told me that's titans flea on Saturday. i missed the previous flea market and I'll be missing this one again. how? :( plus there'll be two hundred and seventy vendors. how. :( i told fenglin and she tells me that the camp will be fun so i won't think about the flea. hahahah! i hope so! save monehhh. ohhh ya, i still haven't transferred the money. gonna do it later.

yay camp tomorrow! i hope its gonna be fun! i can't imagine staying up for two nights. that's likely impossible. lol. and we're discussing whether should we sneak out at night for supper and all. lol.

and karina, don't worry la. you'll be fine okay. :D

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

FAMISHED

stayed at home today and guess what. i want school to start now. its super boring i swear. i think i need to strike a balance between schooling days and holidays. because when school starts, i've lots of work to do but during the holidays, i got none. so it makes me super bored. and after that five months holidays, i realised holidays make me lazy. cannot cannot.

i'm so proud of myself because i just spent another two hundred plus online. how awesome, not. see, this is what holidays do to me. all my money goes pooooof after much clicking. and i've my dad asking why do i have so many mails every week. lol. i think i needa earn alot to suffice my wants next time.

i love the weather these days. so nice and cooling and yay finally the sun decided to rest for a while. :D

i'm still contemplating if i should go to the pasar malam at white sands. i wanna eat the ramily burger, cupcorn, putu piring and all those pasar malam food! i'm feel like the laziest person right now. :( but i guess i'll go after i've showered because i'm hungry already.

If you could see that i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

ELECTRIFIED

i guess its time for me to cultivate proper sleeping habits. its eight minutes to five yet i'm still wide awake. i could feel my kidney and liver screaming in dismay. and my growling and irritating stomach isn't making things any better. getting supper now would be perfect, but no, its already breakfast time.

all i could think of is what i ate for dinner just now. that corn was super delicious. and i realised corn is becoming my felicity. and ahh, the spaghetti that sean had, tasted awesome i can imagine the joy if that were to go inside my mouth again.

spent sometime reading my archive again. yes, again. lol. i was that bored and i decided to relive those wonderful and sad memories of mine. amazing how time seems to pass so fast, nobody could even grab hold of it for a second. those happy times seems so familiar and clear, but only to realise a few months have passed. and as i was glancing through my baby photos that time, i could still clearly remember those times when my parents took the photo. but guess what, its been ten years now.

i know if i were to say time is short, people would be telling me to cherish the good times and forget about those bad times. but hey, do one really knows how to cherish? i pretty much doubt so. its often after losing then one would realise how important it is to cherish someone or something. it seems somewhat contradicting that people actually need to learn by the hard way. kinda amusing since humans are supposed to be more intelligent.

although i'm already seventeen, i'm still rather amazed by those minute things that happened. if someone were to analyse 'life' i guess it would take a lifetime. and a lifetime for others to understand and experience it. since i only plan to live until sixty years old, one quarter of my life has been gone. and only god knows what would i become ten years later.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

HARRIS IS MY SAVIOUR

ohhh yes! harris is my saviour so that makes me grateful to harris because i bought my board there. okkay, its not called chipboard, its cork board. which sounds kinda wrong and weird. ahhahah!

caught transformers at great world cause sean has free movie tickets. and wow. the show is rather foreign to me since i don't watch such show. but towards the end, it got really nice and exciting. and its pretty cool when you see everything around you transforming. kinda scary too. imagine the laptop i'm using transform into some alien looking creature. ' you don't hide, you don't stop, you run!' haahahha! nice show, go catch it if you haven't.

i realised i've been eating alot these few days. even sean said so. hahhaha. after the movie i had pepper lunch! wheee! i was just craving for it last night before i went to bed and today i had it! awesome! :D ahh, before that we took out the camera and snap snap snap! i love the cute instant photos that just pop out of the camera. :D

yay bfs camp on friday! i can't wait! somehow i want to go back to schooling days. i wanna see my classmates and have fun with them. but the timetable is super chaotic and it makes me a busy woman. ahhh, that puts me in a dilemma.

Monday, June 22, 2009

MORE THAN ANYTHING

was talking to cheryl on msn then we decided to meet up. and on my way to meet her, i've got the biggest and happiest surprise from sean! i called him and he said he wanted to see me for a while. but guess what! when i saw him, i saw a plastic bag with green words on it. 'Fujifilm Digital Image'. i was really really shocked to see a Polaroid camera that i always wanted!

the camera came as a surprise that i actually took some time to register it. i can't believe it's sitting beside me now. no words could describe how touched and happy i am. afterall its been so super long since sean surprised me with such stuff. thanks darling pork.

met cheryl then we walked to ikea in search for a chipboard. but the person actually told me its out of stock and new stock will only be arriving in august. and i don't know where on earth to buy chipboard now. :( and the person was kind enough to tell me that giant has it. so we walked over there only to find a tiny weeny small one.

so we walked back to ikea for wings and daim cakes! ahh, delicious baby! :D i was all so eager to open the box to see my camera! so i took it out and snap snap a few photos! :D yay i love the photos i love the camera! :D me and cheryl was totally amused and excited about the photos and camera. ahahhah! had a fun time laughing and being retarded!

and cheryl said she was happy for me cause she could feel that i'm happy. hahahha! yes yes, i was damn happy la. :D and sean said something that made me happy again. usually when i asked him to go out with his friends, he would just say, 'oh okay'. but just now he said, ' but i want you to go.' okay i mean its nothing big but hahha it's enough to make my day. cause he seldom says that. :D i don't need you to buy me alot of stuff, i just need your care and concern and sweet nothings. that's all i ever asked for.

i love you alot alot alot darling. you made me the happiest girl on earth today. :D

Sunday, June 21, 2009

CURL YOUR UPPER LIP AND LET ME LOOK AROUND

woke up close to four in the afternoon today. ahh, super tired. had dinner to celebrate my mom's birthday. then went to the new house for a while. eeyer i don't like my room, the colour is so dull. it makes my life colourless. ah k, that was crap. but i never liked dull colours. -.-

ohh and we took out our baby photo albums. i was damn fat last time, so fat and short that i actually looked like a pumpkin. and i realised when i was young, i went overseas quite a few times but not now anymoree. busy peoplezzz. it was nice laughing at how i looked last time. so fat and short and tomboy-ish. hahhah.

ahh, k nothing much to blog about now. shall go play bejeweled or watch tv or stone.

SO HUNGRY I COULD CRY




Saturday, June 20, 2009

DON'T BITE OFF MORE THAN YOU CAN CHEW

supposed plan was to go to pasir ris park for roller blading, but it somewhat changed. ahhahah cause i argued with sean the pork. okay, we were being assholes. no, you, me. k, us. hahaha!

so i went for some walkathon. and i foresee that my legs and back's gonna ache really badly tomorrow because i walked close to four kilometers okay. don't ask me where. don't ask me how i know, the yellow markings on the road says so. :D

went to pass sean his wallet in the evening. then we had dinner together. our dinner was pathetic but that's what i wanted so .. nevermind. spent some time complaining about what he said to me just now. then we ended up like some stupid small kids tickling each other. hahahha! i love lying around him it makes me feel fat and happy. i'm joining him and becoming ah pui! lol.

hello sean, read this. J rules the world today. better don't play play okay. hahhahh!

UGLY DUCK-LING

ohhhhh yeah, i feel so refreshed after a cold bath. :D hahahah! long day man!

met sean in the afternoon cause i wanted to get a new laptop bag! watched land of the lost. initially i was a lil' reluctant to watch but its super nice and funny. its a must watch movie yo! dinosaurs have brains like the size of a walnut. :D thereafter went to far east cause i wanted to see the new arrivals of dancing shoes but.. disappointing. went there for nothing. :( so we decided to go to wisma! whee i got quite a few knickers from topshop! but sean said its too lacey.

met the rest at bedok simpang. we were the first to reach though. lol. its was fun to see the F&N students again. and once we sat down, its like some market when everyone talks together. :D spent some time catching up with my friends again. and ms sabrina was the one who foot the bill! aww, thanks, even though i know you won't get to read this. lol.

then we went to play cards. and i was very much annoyed by the burpings and fartings of marcus and alvin. irritating shit man. i know it don't stink but still the sound is enough to irritate me. ohh we played some stupid game called bastard taitee and i understood how the name of the game came about. lol. then we were talking about staying over at the chalet or hotel at sentosa during our semester break! ohh the joy! :D

was reading cheryl's blog and wow her birthday was definitely a blast. happy that you've enjoyed yourself and sorry for not attending. i'm sure you know why and i'm making things easier for you. :D

ahhh, there's a pimple inside my nose and its annoying me. lol.





Thursday, June 18, 2009

MARRIED COUPLE

the husband wanted a divorce because he has a new girlfriend outside and decided that he totally have no more feelings for his wife. so when he brought this up to her, she didn't say anything and just teared.

she sat by the study table the whole night. the next morning when her husband woke up, she said,' i'll agree to your divorce but you've to accede to my request.' because he desperately wanted a divorce, he agreed immediately. the request was to delay the divorce by one month. and during this one month, she wants her husband to carry her from the room to the door. like how he used to do on their day of marriage.

on the first day, he had difficulty carrying his wife as it has been years since they had such physical contact. upon seeing that, their son clapped and cheered happily, not knowing about the divorce.

by the end of the week, things began to be more comfortable. she lean on his chest and he could carry her easily. he could smell the fragrance from her blouse. next, he then took a closer look at her. she doesn't look the same as she was since marriage. there were wrinkles on her face. at this time, her husband then realised how much she've been through throughout the wedding.

on the second week, he felt that their intimacy were returning. it felt the same when they just got married. he realised that he could carry his wife so much easier than the week before. and the truth is, she had lost weight. she buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart that no one knows.

on the day before the divorce, the husband realised what was missing in their relationship. hence he decided to tell his girlfriend that he won't leave the family. after carrying his wife for a month, he understood that their life lacked intimacy. he found his marriage live boring as he did not value the details of their life. he took everything that his wife did for granted.

on his way home, he bought a bouquet of roses for his wife, just like how he used to do during the courtship. he ran upstairs wanted to surprise her, only to realise that she was dead. fatigue and sadness has taken its toll on her.

so sad right. just when you've learnt to cherish, you lost that special person.

TRANSFORMATION OF SK

The tiny weeny baby sean

The medium size cute sean wearing party hat

The a lil' mature sean

The grown up but retarded sean

The grown up biggy sean wearing his favourite AX shirt!
the transformation of small sean to big sean! hahahh! k sorry darling, i'm just bored. i don't mean to post your photos here. :D

nothing much today, home again. but kinda looking forward to tomorrow! yay gathering gathering gathering but not all are going though. ohhh i read this really touching story on yahoo. but its super duper long. i'll shorten it and post it up later.

QUACK QUACK QUACK

ah crap, i spent much so time just to figure out how to bold the title but to no avail. how nice. k now i think the skin is a bit dull i'm gonna change it tomorrow when i have the time.

stayed home the whole day.
ahh, rest. :D while lying on my bed all these while, my cravings start again. i wanna have fondue and waffles. ohh plus the rosti at marche! i swear its been the longest time since i've been to marche. :( the banana crepes there are super nice too! ohh and the japanese restaurant at bugis! i miss eating their noodles. the noodles that tasted super nice but sean just have to disagree with me. then know what? he kept drinking the soup. -.- their dessert are nice too! those ice ice stuff.

i'm so hungry after talking about food. i feel like cooking porridge now but i'm lazy to wash the dishes. i wanna order macs but by the time the food arrives, i'll feel like sleeping already. tell me how. :(

quack quack quack.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

FIVE : ONE

woke up really late today but just in time for dance sport. whee! i love today's lesson because they decide to stop teaching us with new moves. haahhah! we finally recap all the dance moves for the past four lessons. and it was awesome baby! :D

went to orchard to look for my aunt. but by the time i reached there, it was already eight thirty so didn't get to shop much. :( but nevermind, it was fun looking at those kitchen wares and towels. and now i actually realised how expensive a bath towel can cost. had dinner at ice cube and home sweet home.

ohh and on the way home, i heard something interesting from class 95 fm. it's called something to make a relationship work out best. in order to do so, we've to follow the ratio five : one. every one wrong deed we've done, we need to do five sweet things to erase the wrong deed. every cold war between us, must be erased by five big hugs. hmm, i think its rather true. :D


You use to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong

I Miss You
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear,every once in a while
And even though it's different now,
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go,
And I need you to know,
I miss you

EVERY ENDING BRINGS A NEW BEGINNING


just like how people would always say, there's no end to everything or anything. because every ending would lead to a new beginning. ironic much. then when would things ever come to an end? i hope good things never ever come to an end. :D

caught drag me to hell with sean and his friends. scary shit. i swear the sound effects and the sudden effects were so scary. i actually screamed a few times cause the granny appeared too many times, unexpectedly. but i was glad i actually watched the show. because that time when we watched 4bia, my eyes were closed three quarter of the time. without those effects, i think drag me to hell seems rather funny, especially the fighting part. lol.

then we went to play soccer. was kinda tired so wasn't really at my best today. k whatever, i'm not that good anyway. but i did manage to score against colin the previous time. :D ohh and the crappy thing was, i actually left my wallet at the multi purpose hall. it scared the shit outta me man! not because of the money but sean bought the wallet for me. what's more his primary school ez link card was inside. heh. fatty bom bom! hahah! :D it was good to see bernard, alvin, justin and jessica again. :D

dancesport tomorrow at six and then i'm off for shopping! woohoo! yay, shopping again! :D there're still so many things on my to buy list despite the previous shopping trip. it seems to update on its own. hahhah! i wanna get a new school bag because my ted baker one is tearing. :( and that rainbow top from pull and bear! and yay, probably getting itouch! :D

today's the fifteenth, but darling we didn't take our neoprints. sometime later this month k. :D

ohhh last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! :D

hurry go get your license! you said you'll drive me around! have fun la k! see you around in school! love you!

Sunday, June 14, 2009