FUNNIEST FEELING

i think emotions in humans are the funniest thing on earth. take for example, tears, i've been always telling myself i'm sick and tired of crying, i won't cry anymore, i won't cry for anything that's not worth my tears. but in the end, i still find myself crying over the stupidest, worthless and smallest things that could ever happen. my brain's filled with a typical girl's mentality. i would hold everything very dear to my heart, always afraid of losing something. and when i finally have to leave, i'll feel sad, cause i can't bear to, i'll miss this, i'll miss that. at times, i feel really stupid for feeling sad over something i can't change. but i can't help it, its just part of my emotions. how i wish i'm a guy, then perhaps i'll be nonchalent to everything.

and anger, i constantly remind myself not to get angry over the smallest stuff, not to get paranoid, jealous and whatnot. but the feelings again just come naturally.

ahhh, i think my mom's still the best! even though i argued with her, she'll still be the one who talks to me first, ask me if i had my meals, do i have enough money, do i need her to fetch me when i'm going home late. or buy something just to make me happy. ah whatever, i know i'm spoilt. and today, just at that point of time when i was feeling really low, i saw her text. so sweet. :D

a day more to valentine's day. pandan cake. :D