A SMILE, FINALLY. :D

i haven't been really happy ever since chinese new year. those smiles and laughter weren't from the bottom of my heart. it's physically and mentally exhausting when tears greet you each morning and it go to bed with you at night. imagine yourself crying for consecutively ten days and you'll know how it feels. through these days, i've understood many many stuff. all it takes its just ten days. i'm happy that things have changed for the better, as the saying goes, 'after a storm, comes a calm'. i guess its pretty much true. :D and i'm glad that i've friends who stood by me, and my love, of course.

sean,
i guess you must be tired of wiping my incessant tears away. and i'm glad that your hugs are always there when i needed it. i'm sorry if what i've told you did affect you in any way. or my mood has been affecting you. thank you for all that you've done, i really appreciate it. you made me realised how much you love me and how much i mean to you. and now, i love you becomes an understatement. cause my love for you is beyond beggar description and you know it.

cheryl,
thanks for always asking if i've enough cash, always offering me your atm card whenever you talk to me. and you're the only person who agrees with me initially. that's all i needed. i really appreciate it. thanks alot alot. i love you. :D

puay joo, karina,
i guess karina's the only person whom really know how i feel cause you went through it yourself. and puay joo who still meet me even though its really late in the night. thanks so much for listening. i love you all many many. :D

i hope things would stay in this way for long, till the end of time if possible. i know i'm greedy, but who doesn't want things to fall in place like how they always wanted it to be. of course, i'm not an exception. :D