FATTYPUFF JOYCE

since i couldn't get to sleep i shall blog. as i was saying, i'm so afraid things would go back to what it was two months ago. though its kind of alright now. i still sense the guilt stirring in me at the sight of her. or rather i still have the anger and disappointment in me, i can't seem to forgive and forget. i know you would probably think i'm childish, petty or whatnot but you won't understand how i feel unless you try fitting your feet in my shoes.

on a lighter note, went for the hai carnival today, it was pretty fun i think. especially when i was playing the games at ms suhaila's station. very retarded and i actually played it twice. lol. the carnival was a lil' disappointment cause there're not much stuff and the food were really expensive. not to mention the stuffiness and heat can kill. its all packed with haisians and parents. but seeing all the familiar faces again did brighten up my mood. wanted to go back to our formal classroom to take some photos but it was occupied. i couldn't take much photos cause both batteries in the camera decided to die on me. -.-

left around noon then we went fishing. today's sun showed no mercy it was damn scorching man. wanted to go prawning cause after prawning can bbq it and eat. but ahhh, it was rather expensive so kind of dropped that thought. i felt like the dumbest person on earth when we were inside the shop buying those hooks and all. lol. oh and i swear justin was being the ultimate asshole of the day. he has to keep irritating me and made me scream like some idiot. lol.

went over to sean's place cause i was damn tired already. wanted to catch movie but didn't want him to spend his allowance in a day so, another day. and i love talking to him, i think i could remember every single word that he said just now. i thank god for giving me good memory. :D and now i have to wait for ten more years to talk to him like how we did today. guys are always like that. right? :D

i could spend my life in this sweet surrender
i could stay lost in this moment forever
well, every moment spend with you
is a moment i treasure.