ELECTRIC BLUE!

yay i love sleeping beside my laptop for i don't know what reason. ahahha! i think its just the convenience. wake up, on laptop, rc, read blogs, msn. oh and i did some quiz on facebook! which sin are you and i'm a sloth. how to disagree right! its just true. :D

went out with jessica in the evening. see, when i decided that i should stay at home and not spend money, jessica asked me out for shopping. i swear the money in my atm is gonna be zero dollar soon. oh and i've received this mail from posb bank with regards to some unposted transactions. i got a shock of my life. so after looking at it, i think its only right to tear it into pieces before my mom sees it. the money i spent is way too much, way way more than what a normal teenager should. i ought to be remorseful, but nooo, i spent again today! hahaha! so tell me, just whose genes is running in my blood.

cotton on is having sales so bought some stuff. then went into puma and saw peggy! wow, surprisingly she still come and talk to us and, the highlight was, there's staff discount today. 40% off. so joyce the asshole decided to buy this pouch, afterall after discount is nine bucks. help peggy to be step nearer to their sales target! else ben will scold right? hahahah! and then! jessica, decided to be irritating and persuade me to go for manicure. lol. i suck at resisting temptations so i gave in and painted my nails electric blue! its damn hot please! its the bomb man! haahhah! really, damn hot! i'm gonna stick my fingers infront of sean when i see him and tell him how hot it is every minute every second.

then she wanna trim her eyebrows! and so, here comes the best part! eventually it became us booking facial appointment together! sigh sigh sigh. ahhhh! i give up, i give up. hahahh! met alvin and kean for dinner then went home.

oh, i came across this while reading. it makes sense.

" When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound.
When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise.
But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent.
You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world,
or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell.
But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is a noise, it's internal.
It screams and no one can hear it but you.
It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches.
It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea ;
it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken.
That's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped
great big beast, roaring like a prisioner to its own emotions.
But that's the thing about love - no one is untouchable.
It's as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it's silent.
You're just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it. "

- if you could see me now.