ELECTRIFIED

i guess its time for me to cultivate proper sleeping habits. its eight minutes to five yet i'm still wide awake. i could feel my kidney and liver screaming in dismay. and my growling and irritating stomach isn't making things any better. getting supper now would be perfect, but no, its already breakfast time.

all i could think of is what i ate for dinner just now. that corn was super delicious. and i realised corn is becoming my felicity. and ahh, the spaghetti that sean had, tasted awesome i can imagine the joy if that were to go inside my mouth again.

spent sometime reading my archive again. yes, again. lol. i was that bored and i decided to relive those wonderful and sad memories of mine. amazing how time seems to pass so fast, nobody could even grab hold of it for a second. those happy times seems so familiar and clear, but only to realise a few months have passed. and as i was glancing through my baby photos that time, i could still clearly remember those times when my parents took the photo. but guess what, its been ten years now.

i know if i were to say time is short, people would be telling me to cherish the good times and forget about those bad times. but hey, do one really knows how to cherish? i pretty much doubt so. its often after losing then one would realise how important it is to cherish someone or something. it seems somewhat contradicting that people actually need to learn by the hard way. kinda amusing since humans are supposed to be more intelligent.

although i'm already seventeen, i'm still rather amazed by those minute things that happened. if someone were to analyse 'life' i guess it would take a lifetime. and a lifetime for others to understand and experience it. since i only plan to live until sixty years old, one quarter of my life has been gone. and only god knows what would i become ten years later.