Tuesday, March 31, 2009

OLD NAVY



i feel the shopping frenzy stirring in me, its getting into my blood i'm going crazy. everything that i see online seems to be smiling and screaming at me, asking me to bring them home. and its all so pretty, what's more its cheaper online but plus the shipping fee, it makes no difference actually. oh my god. so tell me, tell me how do i resist such temptationssssss. i got the urge to book an air ticket to paris right at this moment. cause the brands are from paris and hence it's way cheaper there. just one day of shopping will do. after shopping i'll take a flight right back. how about that man. good idea right? hahahha!

all this makes me wanna go to PSA and wait for those containers of paris imported goods to arrive and then make it mine. i'll probably bring a thousand men in black and drive a hundred lorries, then maybe god will decide to be nice and let my action plan suceed. then yay! all those clothes, handbags, clutches, shoes will belong to me. :D okay, i know that's all crap but i'm really really really bored.

been at home the whole day cause cramps are killing me. i'm half dead already. but yay! all the things i bought online came today! :D and the pink leggings looks damn hot please! but i know its kind of loud. lol. i'm in love with the hoodie i saw on that website. i cannot stop looking at it. lol.

so you see, the world doesn't matter to me
i'll give up all i have just to breathe
the same air as you till the day that i die
i cant take my eyes off you.

YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND



I efff-ing wanna watch confession of the shopaholic now la! lol. puay joo talked to me on msn and told me she went to watch it with karina today. thanks ah. lol. i shall go look for the movie online. and watch it now now now. i can't wait.

i'm sucha cry baby. i know i know, i know okay. lol. watched the hongkong drama on channel fifty five and i cried untill my eyes became swollen. it was damn touching and i think its the last episode today, no yesterday. especially the part where they say, ' i'll be there for you when you're happy or sad. i'll be there for you till the end of time. and the memories of you will be etched in heart always, even after you've died. ' and then! the guy proposed to the girl. so sweet and touching right. i thought after those words were said, they will be going their separate ways. lol.

okay la, maybe my description isn't that good but yeah, just imagine your boyfriend or girlfriend said that to you. heart melt right! hahaha. i'm so bored now. puay joo and karina's asleep. sean's playing dota. all i could do is to stare at the screen of the restaurant city, hoping the money would increase faster. but no, two dollars each time. lol.

i feel like cutting my hair cause its damn irritating. i always have a hard time combing my hair after showers. it tangles up like nobody's business. then again, i am very very very tempted to keep it longer and perm my hair. peers influence! hahahaha! puay joo you see la! :D

Monday, March 30, 2009

WHERE'S MY HONEYBUNCH :(

i was so worried yesterday i couldn't get to sleep. k, not so but yeah kind of worried. part of me knows it but part of me can't help but to be worried. sounds stupid and silly i know. hahaha. stupid sean la. -.- and then you went to sleep without saying goodnight again. you better say it ten times before you go to bed today.

being out for continously six days was rather draining so decided to rest at home today. oh and i kind of found another new game in facebook to keep me occupied. its called restaurant city. lol. quite stupid actually, its somewhat similar to pet society. restaurant city, pet society, sleep, eat, tv pretty much sums up my day. :D its been a few months since i watched tv at home. how weird. i've a tv but i don't watch it. lol. and i didn't remember wrongly, there's campus superstar at 8pm on channel u! :D

oh and i wanna watch the confession of a shopaholic! i've been blog hopping and everyone seems to have watched the show except me. :( school's starting in less than two weeks time. not really looking forward to it cause everything will resume back to normal. no more rest, no more hanging out as and when i like it, no more sleeping late. :(

and i can't find my honeybunch, yet again. :(


I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can't move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

TOO LITTLE TOO LATE


its a sunny yellow banana day!
do the cowcalico banana way!
dont shun the yellow banana!
come on, let's move!
to the yellow banana groove! :D

got up quite early today and went for some family gathering at my grandma's place. i only had three hours of sleep and that pretty much explained why i'm a lil' cranky today. to add on to it, the weather wasn't helping at all, the sun was really horrible. i felt as though i was near a ball of fire. it was that warm man. ugh. irritating. went home in the afternoon, the first thing i did was to turn on the aircon, blast the fan and bring a cup of ice water into my room.

just when i was about to fall asleep the thunder woke me up. singapore's weather is really weird man. one moment it could be 34 degrees then few hours later it would drop to 26 degrees. when the weather's really warm, there's no place i feel like going other than shopping malls or to stay at home. oh and i really feel like migrating to european countries cause each time i watch soccer, the people there are wearing really thick winter coats, gloves and scarfs. its suppose to be summer already yet there's no sight of sun there. this would never happen in singapore i know. lol.

went out for dinner. and i kind of know the reason for the inflation of my allowance man. one week two hunded then it became two weeks one hundred. and its really sad to know why. lol. cause it was still early, we headed to the new house. being sucha lazy bum, i doubt i will wanna stay there for more than a month. 120 steps up and down. i actually went to count. ahhahaha. i think i will just jump down from the third floor instead of taking the stairs. torturing. you'll probably see me in bones after staying there. pasir ris is good. food is good. buses are good. e hub is good. cathay is good. chalets are good. pasir ris park is good. :(

today was a rather quiet day for me cause my mind are filled with trains of thoughts, i'm too busy thinking. and i don't feel the want to talk. i just wanna be alone. i don't wanna be a noise pollutant to other people's ears. then again, it doesn't feel nice to always ask people to be there for you whenever you're down cause its not their job, its not part of their responsibilities. so i'll just choose to keep this to myself. i guess i'll just go with the flow. and it'll all get better in time, i know it will, cause it always will. :D
dont know when i became so optimistic. hahahaha.

Cuz we belong together now,
Forever united here somehow,
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

FATTYPUFF JOYCE


since i couldn't get to sleep i shall blog. as i was saying, i'm so afraid things would go back to what it was two months ago. though its kind of alright now. i still sense the guilt stirring in me at the sight of her. or rather i still have the anger and disappointment in me, i can't seem to forgive and forget. i know you would probably think i'm childish, petty or whatnot but you won't understand how i feel unless you try fitting your feet in my shoes.

on a lighter note, went for the hai carnival today, it was pretty fun i think. especially when i was playing the games at ms suhaila's station. very retarded and i actually played it twice. lol. the carnival was a lil' disappointment cause there're not much stuff and the food were really expensive. not to mention the stuffiness and heat can kill. its all packed with haisians and parents. but seeing all the familiar faces again did brighten up my mood. wanted to go back to our formal classroom to take some photos but it was occupied. i couldn't take much photos cause both batteries in the camera decided to die on me. -.-

left around noon then we went fishing. today's sun showed no mercy it was damn scorching man. wanted to go prawning cause after prawning can bbq it and eat. but ahhh, it was rather expensive so kind of dropped that thought. i felt like the dumbest person on earth when we were inside the shop buying those hooks and all. lol. oh and i swear justin was being the ultimate asshole of the day. he has to keep irritating me and made me scream like some idiot. lol.

went over to sean's place cause i was damn tired already. wanted to catch movie but didn't want him to spend his allowance in a day so, another day. and i love talking to him, i think i could remember every single word that he said just now. i thank god for giving me good memory. :D and now i have to wait for ten more years to talk to him like how we did today. guys are always like that. right? :D

i could spend my life in this sweet surrender
i could stay lost in this moment forever
well, every moment spend with you
is a moment i treasure.


Friday, March 27, 2009

:(

HANUTA IS SUCHA SWEETHEART :D

i was really tired so didn't complete my post yesterday. as i was saying we played soccer. and yes, i fell down alot alot of times. first, i couldn't balance myself. second, i was chasing for the ball then i don't know how come i fell. third, i was trying to dribble the ball but i tripped over the ball instead. and it was very embarrassing especially when i tried to grab the ball cause i don't wanna be the monkey anymore. nevertheless, it was really really fun and i did enjoy myself. :D oh and the guys were really irritating yesterday cause i couldn't get the ball from them. -.- but nevermind, this motivates me to join soccer in np. now i couldn't get the ball from sean, but who knows few months later, sean will the one who cannot get the ball from me! right? :D

and now, my muscles are aching because of the few hours of soccer. how to join soccer like that. lol. and my hand hurts cause i fell and landed on it. how stupid. i'm walking like some granny. lol.

oh and i miss playing ddr. :( i used to do that almost everyday with laura after n's. but no moreeee. actually ddr-ing is kind of good you know. cause its a form of exercise. it makes me less lazy and wanna jump around more. :D

i miss 17th of march. i miss disney on ice. i wanna see those disney characters with those pretty and one of a kind costumes again. i wanna buy that ice ball again although three quarter of it went into the dustbin. i miss the shopping after disney on ice. the day when me and sean alot of stuff and i was really happy. the day when i finally get to eat pepper lunch. :(

oh and yay i can't wait for tomorrow cause its hai carnival! hopefully everyone can make it afterall its been so long since we last met right! :D yay i can't wait i can't wait! :D hanuta is sucha sweetheart cause it makes me happy after eating it. :D




































Thursday, March 26, 2009

ITS A SUNNY YELLOW BANANA DAY!

went to sentosa today. supposed to go with karina and puay joo but puay joo isn't around so went with sean's friends. thank god today was really sunny. usually i avoid the sun or apply sun block whenever i go, but today its different! i went sun tanning, i look red and burnt now. k i know i'm very vain but i'm afraid i would have more freckles on my face. lol.

most of the time we were playing soccer and then we played volleyball in the sea. lol. it was damn fun except that the sand was really really burning. didn't take much photos cause three quarter of the time our hands and bodies are filled with sand. lol.

had our dinner then went to catch mall cop. its nice cause its damn hilarious. you'll hear everyone laughing out loud. and i'm rather lazy and tired to type more. perhaps i'll continue tomorrow. goodnight! :D

SWEET NOTHINGS


at times when i couldn't get to bed, i would take out the huge and red and nice valentine's day card that sean made. though i've looked at it for so so so many times, each time i looked at it i would smile. each time i read what he's written on the card, it makes me tear a little. i hope you still remember what you wrote. but erm i doubt so anyway. lol.

oh and darling, i found a spelling error. its spelt as 'chortling'. dummy.

CORNBALL

after video calling cheryl and writing letter, i went over to sean's place at six in the morning cause i can't sleep. and okay i kind of miss him. k i know i'm very mean to disturb your sleep. i'm sorry. but i'm glad that i went over cause tomorrow marks the end of the day to my 24 hrs of freedom everyday. and then my curfew starts again. :(

went to ngee ann to configure our laptops. wow, the place seems really huge and foreign and scary. its like some unknown island that you might just get lost. the makan place is really really big. what's more after eating we don't have to return our plates. :D okay yes, i'm that lazy. and that stupid cheryl has to keep saying that school is starting in 13 day's time. i'm kind of looking forward to it, but again, i'm not. lol. then we went to jalan besar with kean and jessica to watch soccer. ahhh, again, my money went to the singpore pools. what is this man. maybe i should just believe that goats are not really in good luck this year.

i hate it when each morning i wake up and realised that the highlighted box on my calendar is moving towards april, may and june. i don't wanna move house. i just wanna stay at pasir ris. this is where all my friends are. i don't wanna have to walk such a long distances out just to take a bus. what's more i'm so afraid of dark, i'll just decide not to go home if i were to be home late. sighhh. i'm not looking forward to it at all man.

i hope things will turn out fine and that everything would stay the same.

and now i'm hungry i'm craving for scramble eggs again. i don't know why this happens every single time when i'm hungry.


sweet rocking sugar coated candyman

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

POWERPUFF GIRLS


Blossom, commander and the leader
Bubbles, she is the joy and the laughter
Buttercup, she is the toughest fighter
Powerpuffs save the day.

Fighting crime, trying to save the world
Here they come just in time, the powerpuff girls
Fighting crime, trying to save the world
Here they come just in time, the powerpuff girls
Powerpuff!


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

UP!



so apparently squirtle woke up close to five. thanks ah. hahahaha, k la. i know that you're tired cause your bio clock went the other way round. so nevermind. had dinner then went to ehub.

caught race to witch mountain. eh i forgot who told me that movie is damn boring. -.- but i find it quite nice eh. except some scenes were so sudden, i got shocked. lol. oh something hilarious was they said that aliens are suppose to be green ugly monsters. i wish i could have their supernatural powers. so cool. :D the last part where they finally found their space ship made me tear a little cause hahah, i guess it was tears of joy. and the last part where they had to leave for their planet. rather touching actually. should go catch it you haven't.

then we decided to catch another movie, the legend of chun li. it didn't really capture my attention cause it was all about fighting. but overall the movie's okay. then again the sudden effects really scare the shit out of me. lol.

k and now i'm busy fixing the toy. its like some lego type. but for some reason or another, the parts just couldn't join together. lol. yay and now i got 6 different types of it. thanks darling. though you made me angry angry and angry i love you still okay. :D

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

DISENCHANTED

my mom woke me up at 1030 today. how nice to disrupt my sleep knowing that i slept really late last night. but nevermind, since i'm meeting sean later. he said he would wake up at 12 the latest and now is already 1127. so i shall see if my phone vibrates after 33 minutes. yay squirtle's gonna cook scramble eggs and buy my chocolates for me. :D can't believe all the time i was angry yesterday, i was still cutting papers.

sean said something interesting and true to me yesterday.

' i know you confirm angry one lor. everytime like that then you'll be angry.'

then why do you still make me angry knowing that i will be angry. it just goes to show that you don't care about me knowing that i'll be angry. i don't wish to say more cause it won't change a thing. i just wanna let you know, if you wanna prioritize that or you think that there's nothing wrong with it. then darling, its entirely up to you. its all about mutuality.

Monday, March 23, 2009

JUST LIKE A CIRCUS

felt really accomplished at this very minute. cause i actually sat down and didn't move my butt except my fingers for close to two hours. its really not easy to do paper cutting man. what's more is the whole packet of construction papers. not to mention, my astigmatism is really high. i can't see silver pencil lining on the paper under the light. now, my fingers are all sore and my hands are filled with paper cuts.

and i'm really really hungry i can faint anytime. i haven't eaten anything since morning. thought i could have chicken wings at ikea for dinner. but ahhh, nevermind. if i take a cab there now, probably i still can have it. but erm, the sky is dark its scary. then again i got the urge to take a cab to the airport to eat the cakes at coffee club. i'm really hungry man. and my brain just cannot stop thinking of food.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

NOTHING BUT AN EXTREMELY LAZY AND BORING DAY.


slept pretty late yesterday cause i wanted to have macdonalds breakfast. and i figure out that i couldn't wake up that early to have it so i decided to stay up till then. its definitely unpleasant when you're sleeping and the sun is just directly outside your window greeting you and the birds are chirping so loudly.

so i woke up feeling really lazy and naughty. i'll no idea why. after i washed up, i stayed on my bed until dinner time. i didn't wanna move. didn't even wanna get up to take the aircon controller to turn off the aircon. needed badly to pee but i didn't even wanna move my happy feet. i'm suppose to get somethings done by today but nope, laziness has really taken its toll. i'm in a very lousy mood today so don't talk to me. unless you wanna cook scramble eggs or buy my toys for me. else, just ffff off. and i think ten years down the road i'll just die of high cholesterol.

the only thing that keeps me happy is that hopefully my mom will think that i phone is such a hassle and its troublesome to use. just maybe the phone will become mine.

and i just can't decipher why months seems to be more important than five years. i don't understand why you know. like as if your world only revolves around that. i know this is none of my business cause you lead your life, i lead mine. i shouldn't care much. probably if i were to tell sean this, he would ask me not to care too. but hey, i can't do it, whats more its been five years. but to you, it seems like just five days. so forget it, i shouldn't let you affect my already very lousy mood. and that's it. goodbye.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

SEVEN COLOURS!

just happened to chance upon this extremely disgusting news on yahoo. oh my. this seventy-three year old guy raped seven of his kids over three thousand times. he actually imprisoned his daughters as a sex slaves in his cellar during a 24-year orgy of depravity. what's beyond disgusting is that one of his daughter is actually pregnant with his child. and he's already seventy three years old, still so horny. hahahahaha.

' Psychiatrist warned that the married 73-year-old felt "born to rape. The jury found him unanimously guilty of murdering one of the seven children through negligence, as well as all other charges of rape, incest and sequestration in the basement of the family house in Amstetten. '

plain disgusting. there comes my favourite sentence again, 'humans are ugly shit.' lol.

yay after seventeen years i finally seen a rainbow today. it all started when sean text me and ask me to look outside the window cause the sky was very orangey. so i attempted to take a photo, only did i realise there's a rainbow right above my head. if i didn't remember it was at 1917 hrs. i got really excited and i called sean.

' hey darling! i saw a rainbow you know. its damn nice eh its the first time i see it!'

' orh. why?'

i tell you ah. that was totally. -.- all i get was orh why. nevermind. you always don't seem interested in what i tell you. :(

met jessica for a while and we went for this anti oxidant hot bed therapy. very nicee. felt really refreshing after that. i so badly wanted to go to popular and get some stuff but its already closed. oh i was really tempted to get an organiser but i figured out that probably i would use it for the first few months and then it will be filled with dust.

you know just times i just wonder if i give too much that it actually becomes redundant or rather been taken for granted. i hope its none of the above cause i don't wanna be a fool.

JUST ANOTHER QUIZ

What is the least favourite thing about yourself?
i cry too much. which speeds up the dehydration in my body. not to mention, i dont consume eight glasses of water daily.

Would you bungee jump?

would like to try when i meet a bear who's willing to give me its courage.

Summer or winter?

winter definitely. it brings snow. and then, santa claus!

What colour shirt are you wearing right now?
white, most of my shirts are white. lol.

Where is the furthest you've been away from home?

Czech republic

Favourite sports to watch?
Gymnastic, soccer, ice skating

What little things make you happy?
every little thing makes me happy, as long as they're nice and pleasant.

What do you miss the most?
what as in what?

Who do you miss the most?

everyone. lol.

Were you named after anyone?
good question. not gonna answer though.

Do you like your handwriting?

i guess so. when i have the mood to write cause it will look really bouncy and i like it.

Which place would you like to go when you're on a date?

beach? :D

When was the last time you cried?

Just. hahahahh. don't ask why.

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? if no, would you like to have one?

yup, have one already.

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
definitely. i'm sucha .. ahahahha.

Do you use sarcasm?
yes i do. quite oftenly actually.

How do you want your life to be in a couple of years?
everything to fall in place and happy days.

What is your favourite cereal?

honey stars, fruit loops, mini oreo, errr.. cant remember already. lol.

Do you untie your shoe laces when you take them off?

nooo, i'm a lazy bum and actually i seldom wear shoe laced shoes.

What is the first thing you notice about people?

eyes. cause eyes are the first thing that catch other people's eyes. right?

Red or pink?
pink! or both also can.

What annoys you the most?

empty promises. that annoys the shit out of me. totally i swear.

Favourite smell?
rose water. erm, sounds weird but it has really nice smell.

Last movie you watched? with who?

kung fu chef, with sean and alvin.

What is on your mouse pad?
erm. the pictures of mickey and minnie mouse. but there's no mouse on it.

Where were you born?
KK hospital

Rolling stones or beatles?
rolling stones.

What book are you reading now?

none, i'm trying to get my reading habits back you see.

Did you watch
tv last night?
its been a long long time since i last watched tv. cause my brother isnt around so i wouldnt wanna watch alone

Hugs or Kisses?

hugs. sean knows this very very well. he'd probably get sick of me asking for hugs.


Eye colour?
dark brown

Hair colour?
Dark brown too.

Scary endings or happy endings?
hahahahh needless to say right. happy endings!

Do you have any major regrets right now?
hmmm. yes. but not really major la. just thinking that things could turn out better.

What are you listening to right now?

none. having my peaceful moments.

Would you move again?

erm, yes i'm sure i will. unless my heart's no longer beating.

emotions are just weird. one moment i can be really happy, the next, i will just tear. and i'm not pmsing la. just you know. and i think i'm the dumbest and the lousiest girl on earth.

Friday, March 20, 2009

MERCURIAL VAPOR!

went to watch s league just now. and woah, geylang's goalkeeper was really good. if i were him, i'd probably get heart attack on the spot. he was really alert and calm, he actually managed to save three goals within a few seconds. how good is that you tell me. lol. the more i watch soccer, the more i got the urge to run to queensway to get the limited edition pink nike mercurial vapor and perhaps join soccer in np. its really one of a kind cause you don't usually see boots in pink colour. i wanna get it i wanna get it! see! its nice right!


i suddenly got the urge to pierce my ears again. i think i've been saying i wanna pierce my ears since sec 2 but i always didn't. lol. i wanna have six earholes so that i can wear three pairs of diamond studs but then again, i'm afraid my mom would nag cause she says its not decent, its this its that. ahhhhhhhh. maybe i shall go pierce it soon, sean are you up for it? :D you pierce your lips, i pierce my ears. but noo, on the second thought, i think you pierce two more ear holes then i can share earrings with you! hahahahah!

Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

DISPASSIONATE

i didn't wanna type all these but i guess the night's really quiet and it gives me some personal time to reflect.

was talking to my friend and realised, nowadays people get into relationship just to get out of it, not to mention its just to benefit them. this world is just scary. as naive or childish as it seems, i actually thought of having just one boyfriend i
n my life and that boyfriend would eventually become my husband. ahh k, i know it seems like some traditional thinking. lol. i'm sure people would say why not meet up with a few more guys you would definitely find better ones. but nah, that never crossed my mind. its not that i'm having the world's best boyfriend now but i always believe people have their own flaws, no matter how tolerant or good or rich or good looking their boyfriends are there will still be quarrels. and i always believe you have to treat people the way you want them to treat you.

and i think this is stupid. people always say looks doesn't matter. but hey, that's bullshit, cause when you dont know that person, its their looks that will attract you. their character that makes you wanna fall in love with them and the gifts that they give you which makes you fall deeper. not to mention that's one language of love. right?

in the past i didn't wanna get into relationship cause i'm afraid it wouldn't last and the ultimate reason was i didn't know what is love. i didn't know h
ow to love or rather i don't wanna try, let alone getting in a relationship. that explained why i took so long to agree to just go out or talk on the phone with sean. thinking back, i still find it amusing that i'm actually in love now. nineteen months. if i were to say its long i kind of disagree with it, cause what is nineteen months compared to a few years of love.

then again, nineteen months of relationship taught me alot of things. i'm actually glad that i finally understood what sean told me, ' what you can do, you cannot expect people to be able to do.' i used to quarrel with him alot of times over this, cause i always think if i can do that for you, then why aren't you able to do that for me? we're humans, we've the same brains. but noo, for one reason or an
other, i can't explain this. it just work this way. the only reason i could think of is, guys and girls have different thinking.

for instance, in the past whenever sean wants something i would get it for him immediately when i've the money. okay, i know the saying goes ' you cannot expect anything in return.' but naturally as a girl, you would want your boyfriend to pamper you at times. though i didn't really tell him this, but deep dow
n, yes i thought he would at least get it for me. but i realised you can't compare things like that. cause certain things that he do for you, you can't do it for him. for example, those little actions everyday. he would carry your bags or hold your stuff for you. but i'm sure you won't do it for him cause he's a guy. and not to mention, my boyfriend buys me food late in the night when i complain that i'm hungry. carry me like some superman, piggyback me when my legs are tired, get used to all my nonsense and silly questions, play with me like some seven year old kid, attempt to wrestle with me and the stupid submission thingy, take medicine with me when i'm sick though he's not. though i don't know if he really mean it at times, i'm just glad he had the thought. and i admit i can't do all these for him.

oh yeah, and i think i've actually changed. at least i think i did. i don't whine as much anymore cause sean hates it when i whine or complain to him. okay, nobody likes it. not only he's tired of listening it, i'm also sick of complaining the same old thing everyday. i used to think maybe if i complain to him more, he
would get tired of it and eventually change. but noo, there'll just be more quarrels. so i got the point. if you can't change him, then either you get over it or change yourself. less complains, less troubles, less quarrels, less tears, less anger. and that's pretty much true.

poly days are drawing near and my friends are all scaring me w
ith the thoughts that i might just lose my boyfriend. cause they said in poly everything's different, more friends, not to mention there will be other prettier and nicer girls out there. i'm not gonna let my brain run wild but i just hope that we would make it through. i wouldn't mind spending another nineteen months with you or rather i dont mind spending more nineteen months with you. cause i want you to carry me like a superman everyday though it kind of hurt when you didn't hold me properly. :D


Thursday, March 19, 2009

HAPPY AND HAPPY AND HAPPY AND HAPPY! :D

yay and i had my scramble eggsSS already. i waited seven hours for sean kimmy kim kim the sleepywood to wake up. from ten to five. how awesome darling. but hahahha i was really hungry and wanna eat the scramble eggs so its okay. :D spent the evening at his place and we finally bought kinderjoy. ahahah okay, i know the whole world knows about it and we're slow. but its definitely much nicer than kinder surprise. but it taste differently from the kinderjoy i previously had in europe.

then we had supper at hongkong cafe. yay i finally get to eat there after craving for it for so so so so long. went to the playground after that. wheeee we went to play the swings and see saw. its been quite sometime since i been to t
he playground. oh and its a rather starry night today and i remember people always say 'wish upon a star and your wish will come true.' so i made a wish and i made sean made a wish too! hhahahah! and and we webcam-ed somewhere near the playground. :D and darling would you kindly kindly kindly make sure the photos are already synchronised please please please please. thanks.




















If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand
Would we get that old time feeling
Would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began
Would you tell me that you miss me too
And that you've been so lonely
And that you've waited for the day that I returned
And we live and love forever
And that I'm your one and only
Would you say the tables finally turn