NOTHING ELSE, JUST DISAPPOINMENT

today was kinda relaxing, only had cats and s&w. for cats we actually came up with stupid wacky ideas using durian, train, ipod, toilet bowl, teddy bear and some other stuff. crap. we need to visit the Singapore history museum and daiso to look out for something creative and were created to solve problems in everyday life. but i'm lazy and i don't know where the museum is. :(

then had soccer today. everything else was good except the sun. when i left the house, it was drizzling so i thought perhaps there'll be no sun today. and i didn't apply any sunblock. luckily my friend brought it and i applied it all over my face and arms before i run to the field. did some simple and basic stuff like dribbling using inner and outer foot, turning, penalty kick and all. then we had one vs one that kind. crap. i was playing with this girl who is in soccer. so while i was trying to control the ball and kick it away from her, i fell flat onto the grass. second time, we ended kicking each other's ankles. it was damn painful la with blue black here and there. nevertheless, it was fun. :D i feel like buying the pink mercurial vapor.

i know i shouldn't be feeling this way since its a trivial matter, but i really felt very disappointed. i know not telling me isn't lying to me. i know somethings are better left unsaid. i know i shouldn't expect people to tell me every single detail that happen in their everyday lives. but somehow, not telling me some things just disappoints me alot alot. and it hurts to know that. sorry, perhaps i'm just different.